Social problems -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
“Don't tell who I am: There's no reason why anybody should know. I'm
trying to get away from it.”
“I see,” said Jimmie. “I won't tell.”
“You promise?”
“Sure.”
Then was a silence. Then suddenly, with no reason that Jimmie could
see, the other exclaimed: “You'll tell!”
“But I won't!” protested Jimmie. “What makes you say so?”
“You hate me!”
Jimmie hesitated, as if investigating his own mind. “No,” he said,
“I don't hate you--not any more.”
“God!” exclaimed the other. “You don't need to--I've paid all I
owe!”
Jimmie studied his face. Yes, you could see that was true. Not
merely was Lacey haggard, his features drawn with the pain he was
enduring; there were lines in his face that had not been put there
by a few days of battle, nor even by a couple of years of war. He
looked twenty years older than the insolent young aristocrat whom
Jimmie had seen hurling defiance at the Empire strikers.
His eyes were searching Jimmie's anxiously, pleadingly. “I had to
get away,” he said. “I couldn't face it--everybody staring at me,
grinning at me behind my back! I tried to enlist in the American
army, but they wouldn't have me--not to do any sort of work. So I
came to France, where they need men badly--they let me carry a
stretcher. I've been through it all now--more than a year. I've been
wounded twice before, but I can't seem to get killed, no matter
where I go. It's the fellows that want to live that get killed--damn
it!”
The speaker paused, as if seeing visions of the men whom he had seen
die when they wanted to live. When he went on, it was in a voice of
humble entreaty. “I've tried to pay for my blunders. All I ask now
is to be let alone, and not have everybody gossiping about me.
That's fair, isn't it!”
Jimmie answered: “I give you my word--I won't tell a soul about it.”
“Thank you,” said Lacey; and then, after a moment's pause, “My name
is Peterson. Herbert Peterson.”
II
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