Social problems -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
By way of making clear what was in his mind, he told Jimmie a little
about his own life. He pictured a big household, with a father beset
by business cares, and turning over the managing of his home to
employees. “My mother was a fool,” said Lacey. “I suppose it sounds
bad for a man to say that, but I've known it all my life. Maybe the
old man was too busy to look up a woman with sense--or maybe he
didn't believe there were any. Anyhow, my mother's idea was to be
seen spending more money than any other woman in town; that was her
'position', and her children were part of the show--we must wear
more clothes and bully more servants than anybody else's children.
I've thought it all out--I've had lots of opportunity for thinking
of late. I can't remember when I didn't hit my nurse in the face if
she tried to take away a toy from me. I never had to ask for
anything twice--if I did, I went into a tantrum and got it. I
learned to smoke and to drink wine, and then came the women--the
women finished me, as you know.”
He paused; and Jimmie nodded sympathetically, remembering the story
of the eight chorus-girls about whom “Wild Bill” had read out in the
local.
“It's hell for a boy to have a lot of money,” said Lacey, “and to be
preyed on by women. You have your human emotions, of course--you're
absolutely compelled to believe in some women; and they're all
perfectly cold-blooded--at least the kinds that a rich boy meets. I
don't mean only adventuresses--I mean the society-girls, the ones
you're supposed to marry. Their damned old harpies of mothers are
pushing behind them, of course--laying out everything they own for
clothes, and not knowing how they can pay the bills for last season.
They set out to catch you, they're mad with the determination, they
don't care about reputation, they'll do any damned thing. You take
them out in your car, and then they want to get out and pick
flowers, and they draw you into the woods, and presently you've got
hold of their hands, and then you're hugging and kissing them, and
then you go the limit. But then you've got to marry them; and when
they find you won't, they have hysterics, and say they're going to
shoot their heads off; only they don't shoot their heads off, they
kiss you some more, and borrow your diamond scarf-pin and forget to
return it.”
The young lord of Leesville fell silent. Sombre memories possessed
him, and Jimmie, darting a swift glance at him, saw the look of
weary age on his face. “I've never talked with anybody about what
happened at the end,” said he, “and I never mean to; but I'll say
this much--the time I loved a married woman was the only honest love
I ever had, because she was the only woman who wasn't looking to
marry me!”
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