Social problems -- Fiction; War stories; World War, 1914-1918 -- Fiction
So the battle of the ages went on in the soul of Jimmie Higgins. He
was a little runt of a Socialist machinist, with bad teeth and
gnarled hands, and he could do nothing sublime or inspiring, nothing
even dignified; in fact, it would be hard for anyone to do anything
dignified, when he lies on the floor with a gallon or two of water
in him, and one man sitting on his legs and another on his stomach,
and another jamming a funnel into his mouth. All Jimmie could do was
to fight the fearful fight in the deeps of him, and not lose it.
“Lift your knee if you are ready to tell,” Perkins would say; and
Grady would rise up, so that Jimmie could lift his knee if he wanted
to; but Jimmie's knee did not lift.
Far down in the deeps of Jimmie Higgins' tormented soul, something
strange was happening. Lying there bound and helpless, despairing,
writhing with agony, half-insane with the terror of it, Jimmie
called for help--and help came to him; the help which penetrates
all dungeon walls, and cheats all jailors and torturers; that power
which breaks all bars of steel and bars of fear--
“Thou has great allies; Thy friends are exultations, agonies, And
love, and man's unconquerable mind!”
In the soul of Jimmie Higgins was heard that voice which speaks
above the menaces and commands of tyranny: which says: I am Man, and
I prevail. I conquer the flesh, I trample upon the body and rise
above it. I defy its imprisonments, its prudences and fears. I am
Truth, and will be heard in the world. I am Justice, and will be
done in the world. I am Freedom, and I break all laws, I defy all
repressions, I exult, I proclaim deliverance!--and because, in
every age and in every clime, this holy Power has dwelt in the soul
of man, because this mystic Voice has spoken there, humanity has
moved out of darkness and savagery into at least the dream of a
decent and happy world.
So Jimmie lay, converting his pain into ecstasy, a dizzy and
perilous rapture, close to the border-line of madness; and Sergeant
Perkins arose and looked down on him and shook his head. “By God!”
said he. “What's in that little hell-pup?” He gave Jimmie a kick in
the ribs; and Jimmie's soul took a leap, and went whirling through
eternities of anguish.
“By Jesus, I'll make you talk!” cried Perkins, and he began to kick
with his heavy boots--until Connor stopped him, knowing that this
was not ethical--it would leave marks.
So finally the sergeant said abruptly, “Wait here.” And he went
upstairs to where Gannet was pacing about.
“Lieutenant,” he said, “that fellow's a stubborn case.”
“What does he say?”
“I can't get a word out of him. He's a Socialist and a crank, you
know, and you'd be surprised how ugly some of them fellows can be.
As soon as I get the story complete I'll report to you, but meantime
there's no use your waiting here.”
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