In a sense--a selfish, elderly sense--Patience clung to the girl. Her
jealously watchful eyes had shown her that the child had been first in
all things with Paul; she was, in a sense, a legacy left by him, all
unconsciously, to the old woman. Perhaps, too, there was a curious
feeling that if Moira went elsewhere she might come to talk about that
precious memory of the dead man; and with Patience only must it be
shared. She stood a little in awe of the girl; was attracted to her, in
a subtle sense; and so made willingly enough an arrangement to keep her
with her.
Patience had never really liked the country, save for the sake of her
dead master; her heart always was in the turmoil of the streets where
she had been born and where she had lived so long; now, free again, she
would go back to it. And in that, of course, Moira was heartily with
her; for had not Jimmy set out to the Enchanted City, and was she not
absolutely to meet him at the very moment of her arrival? She had walked
so often through Daisley Cross, and had seen practically every living
soul that filled her world. London might be bigger, but anyone could be
met there easily enough. In her idea of the place Jimmy stood waiting,
with hands outstretched and a smile in his eyes.
The tragedy of the thing only dawned upon her later. So eager had she
been to follow where Jimmy had gloriously led, that the matter of
farewells was a small one. Mr. and Mrs. Baffall said good-bye solemnly,
and urged that she would write; Alice was tearful for five minutes, but
called that marvellous equanimity of hers to bear upon the situation,
and waved a hand smilingly at the last. And then it was hey for London,
and the old life left behind! She went willingly and even eagerly with
Patience; and so the world swallowed her, and she was lost.
Patience had, of course, no concern for anyone outside the man who was
dead and the girl who lived; no one else mattered. She had nodded
sharply with pursed lips when Mrs. Baffall pressed her to write; in her
heart she determined that not a line should be sent. She was going away
to live her own life; all this was done with. And in that spirit she
brought Moira to London--Moira, taller by an inch or two than the bent
old woman whose hand she held, and to whom she clung.
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