East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“It is not such a very long story,” she said, “and the only
part of it that has any interest began on that day when we met. I suppose they
have told you that I am nobody, and worse than nobody. I do not know who my
father was, though I think”—and she smiled as though some
coincidence had struck her—“that he was a gentleman whom my mother
fell in love with. Mr. Levinger has to do with me in some way; I believe that
he paid for my education when I went to school, but I am not sure even about
this, and why he should have done so I can’t tell. Mr. Samuel Rock is a
dissenter and a farmer; they say that he is the richest man in Bradmouth. I
don’t know why it was no fault of mine, for I always disliked him very
much but he took a fancy to me years ago, although he said nothing about it at
the time. After I came back from school my aunt urged me continually to accept
his attentions, but I kept out of his way until that afternoon when I met you.
Then he found me sitting under the tower at Ramborough Abbey, where I had gone
to be alone because I was cross and worried; and he proposed to me, and was so
strange and violent in his manner that he frightened me. What I was most afraid
of, however, was that he would tell my aunt that I had refused him for I did
refuse him and that she would make my life more of a misery to me than it is
already, for you see I have no friends here, where everybody looks down upon
me, and nothing to do. So in the end I struck a bargain with him, that he
should leave me alone for six months, and that then I would give him a final
answer, provided that he promised to say nothing of what had happened to my
aunt. He has not kept his promise, for to-day he waylaid me and was very
insolent and brutal, so much so that at last he caught hold of me and kissed me
against my will, tearing my dress half off me, and I pushed him away and told
him what I thought of him. The end of it was that he swore that he would marry
me yet, and left me. Then I came back home, and an hour ago I told my aunt what
had happened, and there was a scene. She said that either I should marry Samuel
Rock or be turned out of the house in a day or two, so I suppose that I must
go. And that is all my story.”
“The brute!” muttered Henry. “I wish I had him on board a
man-of-war: I’d teach him manners. And what are you going to do,
Joan?”
“I don’t know. Work if I can, and starve if I can’t. It
doesn’t matter; nobody will miss me, or care what happens to me.”
“Don’t say that, Joan,” he answered huskily; “I—I
care, for one.”
“It is very good of you to say so, but you see you have others to care
for besides me. There is Miss Levinger, for instance.”
“I have told you once already that I am not engaged to Miss
Levinger.”
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