East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
So bitter was the resentment against him, that none had asked Henry to look his
last upon his father’s face. For a while he thought it better that he
should not do so, but on the second night after the death nature grew too
strong for him, and he determined to do that alone which, under happier
circumstances, it should have been his duty to do with his widowed mother and
his sister at his side. Painfully he dragged himself from the bed, and, placing
a candle and a box of matches in the pocket of his dressing-gown, he limped
upon his crutches across the silent corridor and into the death-chamber, where
the atmosphere was so heavy with the scent of flowers that for a moment it
brought back his faintness. Recovering himself, he closed the door and made
shift to light his candle. Then by its solitary light he approached the bed on
which his father’s corpse was lying, half hidden by wreaths and covered
with a sheet. With a trembling hand he drew down the wrapping and exposed the
dead man’s face. It was calm enough now: there was no trace there of the
tormenting grief that had been upon it in the moment of dissolution; it bore
the seal of perfect peace, and, notwithstanding the snowy hair, a more youthful
aspect than Henry could remember it to have worn, even in the days of his
childhood.
In sad and solemn silence Henry gazed upon the clay that had given him life,
and great bitterness and sorrow took hold of him. He covered his eyes with his
hand, and prayed that God might forgive him for the pain which he had caused
his father in his last hour, and that his father might forgive him too in the
land where all things are understood, for there he would learn that he could
not have spoken otherwise. Well, he was reaping as he had sown, and there
remained nothing to him except to make amendment as best he could. Then with a
great effort he dragged himself up upon the bed, and kissed his father’s
forehead.
Having replaced the sheet, he extinguished the candle and turned to leave the
room. As he opened the door he saw a figure draped in black, who stood in the
passage listening. It was his mother. She advanced towards him with a cold, sad
mien, and opened her lips as though to speak. Then the light fell upon his
face, and she saw that it was torn by grief and stained with tears, and her
look softened, for now she understood something of what her son’s
sufferings must be. Still she did not speak, and in silence, except for the
tapping of his crutches on the polished floor, Henry passed her with bowed
head, and reached his room again.
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