East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Oho! you’re a simple one, you are,” she said, pointing her
finger at her. “You’re downright innocent, if ever a girl was, with
your hands folded and your hair hanging about your face, like a half-blown
angel, more fit for a marble monument than for this wicked world. You
couldn’t give anybody a kiss on the quiet, could you? Your lips would
blush themselves off first, wouldn’t they? And as for marrying him if his
ma didn’t like it, that you’d never, never do. I’ll tell you
what it is, Joan: I’m getting a better opinion of you every day; you
ain’t half the fool I thought you, after all. You remember what I said to
you about Samuel, and you think that I’ve got his money in my pocket and
other people’s too perhaps, and that I’m just setting a trap for
you and going to give you away. Well, as a matter of fact I wasn’t this
time, so you might just as well have been open with me. But there you are,
girl: go about your own business in your own fashion. I see that you can be
trusted to look after yourself, and I won’t spoil sport. I’ve been
blind and deaf and dumb before now—yes, blinder than you think, perhaps,
for all your psalm-singing air—and I can be again. And now I’m off;
only I tell you fair I won’t work for nothing, so don’t you begin
to whine about poor relations when once you’re married, else I may find a
way to make it hot for you yet, seeing that there’s things you
mightn’t like spoken of when you’re ‘my lady’ and
respectable.” And with this jocular threat on her lips Mrs. Gillingwater
vanished.
When her aunt had gone, Joan drew the sheet over her face as though she sought
to hide herself, and wept in the bitterness of her shame. She was what she was;
but did she deserve to be spoken to like this? She would rather a hundred times
have borne her aunt’s worst violence than be made the object of her
loathly compliments. How much did this woman know? Surely everything, or she
would not dare to address her as she had done. She had no longer any respect
for her, and that must be the reason of her odious assumption that there was
nothing to choose between them, that they were equal in evil. She would not
believe her when she said that she had no wish to marry Henry—she thought
that the speech was dictated by a low cunning like her own. Well, perhaps it
was fortunate that she did not believe her; for, if she had, what would have
happened?
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account