East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Henry received Joan’s letter in due course of post, and it would be
difficult to analyse the feelings with which he perused it. He could guess well
enough what were the real causes that had led to her departure from Bradmouth.
She desired to escape from Samuel Rock and the voice of scandal; for by now he
knew that there was scandal about her and himself, though he did not know how
loud and persistent it had become. The hidden tenderness of the letter, and
more especially of those sentences in which she told him that she was taking
his books to remind her, in after years, of the days when she had nursed him,
touched him deeply, and he knew well that no lapse of time would enable him to
attain to that forgetfulness which she prophesied for him. It was dreadful to
him to think that this woman, who had grown so dear to him, should be cast thus
alone into the roaring tide of London life, to sink or to swim as it might
chance. In one sense he had few fears for her indeed: he felt sure that she
would not drift into the society of disreputable people, or herself become
disreputable. He gathered also that she had sufficient funds to keep her from
want, should she fail in obtaining work, and he hazarded a guess as to who it
was that supplied those funds. Still, even under the most favourable
conditions, in such a position a girl like Joan must of necessity be exposed to
many difficulties, dangers, annoyances and temptations. From these he desired
to shield her, as she had a right—the best of rights—to be shielded
by him; but now, of her own act, she removed herself beyond his reach and
knowledge. More, he was secretly afraid that, in addition to those which first
occurred to him, Joan had another reason for her flight: he feared lest she
should have gone, or rather vanished, in order that his path might be made
easier to him and his doubts dissolved.
What was he to do? To ascertain her whereabouts seemed practically impossible.
Doubtless she had gone to London, but even so how was he to find her, unless,
indeed, he employed detectives to search her out, which he had not the
slightest authority to do? He might, it was true, make inquiries in Bradmouth,
where it was possible that somebody knew her address although she declared that
she was leaving none; but, for obvious reasons, he was very loath to take this
course. Indeed, at present he was scarcely in a position to prosecute such
researches, seeing that he was still laid up and likely to remain so for some
weeks. Very soon he came to the conclusion that he must remain passive and
await the development of events. Probably Joan would write to him, but if
nothing was heard of her for the next few weeks or months, then it would be
time to search for her.
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