East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“If you mean that I sent her, Graves, you are very much mistaken. I have
had some queer fiduciary relations with this girl for years, and the other day
she came and told me that she was going to London to earn her living. I raised
objections, but she overruled them. She is of age, and I have no control over
her actions; indeed, on reflection, I thought it best that she should go, for I
will not conceal from you that there is a certain amount of loose talk about
her and yourself in Bradmouth. When a young woman gets mixed up in this sort of
thing, my experience is, that she had better either marry or try a change of
air. In this case she declined to marry, although she had an excellent
opportunity of so doing, therefore I fell in with the change of air proposal,
and I learn that within a day or two she went away nobody knows whither. I have
no doubt, however, that sooner or later I shall hear of her whereabouts, for
she is entitled to an allowance of sixty pounds a year, which she will
certainly not forget to draw. Till then—unless, indeed, you know her
address already—you will scarcely find her; and if you are not going to
marry her, which I gather she has never desired, I’ll do you the justice
to suppose that you cannot wish to follow her, and disturb her in her
employment, whatever it may be, since such a course would probably lead to her
losing it.”
“You are right there: I never wish to see her again, unless it is in
order to ask her to become my wife.”
“Then do not see her, Graves. For her sake, for your own, for your
mother’s, and for mine, or rather for my daughter’s, I beg you not
to see her, or to allow these quixotic notions of yours to drag you down to
ruin. Let the thing alone, and all will be well; follow it up, and you are a
lost man. Do you think that you would find happiness in such a
marriage?—I am putting aside all questions of duty, position and
means—I tell you, I am not speaking without my book,” he added
fiercely, “and I warn you that when you had grown accustomed to her
beauty, and she had ceased to wonder at your generosity, your life would become
a hell. What sympathy can there be between individuals so different in
standing, in taste, and in education? How would you bear the jealousies, the
passions, and the aggressive ignorance of such a woman? How could you continue
to love her when you remembered in what fashion your affection had begun; when
for her sake you found yourself a social outcast, and when, every time that you
beheld her face, you were constrained to recollect that it was the
wrecker’s light which lured you, and through you all whom you hold dear,
to utter and irretrievable disaster? I tell you that I have seen such cases,
and I have seen their miserable ends; and I implore you, Henry Graves, to pause
before you give another and a signal example of them.”
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