East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
The better they became acquainted, the greater grew their mutual liking, and
the more complete their understanding of each other. There was now no question
of love-making, or even of flirtation between them; their footing was one of
friendship, and both of them were glad that it should be so. Soon the sharpest
sting of Emma’s shame passed away, since she could not believe that the
man who greeted her with such open fellowship had learned the confession which
broke from her on that night of her despair, for if it were so, surely he would
look down upon her and show it in his manner. Taking this for granted, in some
dim and illogical fashion she was grateful to him for not having heard; or if
by any chance he had heard, as she was bound to admit was possible, still more
was she grateful in that he dissembled his knowledge so completely as to enable
her to salve her pride with the thought that he was ignorant. Indeed, in this
event, so deeply did she feel upon the point, she was prepared in her own mind
to forgive any sins of omission or commission with which he stood charged,
setting against them the generosity of his conduct in this particular. Of the
future Emma did not think; she was content to live in the present, and to feel
that she had never been so happy before. Neither did she think of the past,
with its disquieting tales of Joan Haste, and its horrible suggestions that
Henry was being driven into marriage with herself for pecuniary reasons. If a
day should ever come when he proposed to her, then it would be time enough to
take all these matters into consideration, and to decide whether she should
please her pride and do violence to her heart, or sacrifice her pride and
satisfy her heart. There was no need to come to a decision now, for she could
see well that, whatever might be his thoughts with reference to her, Henry had
no immediate intention of asking her to be his wife.
Although of course he could not follow all the secret workings of Emma’s
mind, Henry grasped the outlines of the situation accurately enough. He knew
that this was a time of truce, and that by a tacit agreement all burning
questions were postponed to a more convenient season. Mr. Levinger said no word
to him of his daughter, of Joan Haste, or even of the financial affairs
connected with the Rosham mortgages, for all these subjects were tabooed under
the conditions of their armistice. Tormented as he had been, and as he must
shortly be again, he also was deeply grateful for this indulgence, and more
than content to forget the past and let the future take care of itself. One
thing grew clear to him, however; indeed, before he left Monk’s Lodge he
admitted it to himself in so many words: it was, that had there been no Joan
Haste and no mortgages in the question, he would certainly ask Emma Levinger to
be his wife.
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