East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“I thought,” said Joan diffidently, “that I might perhaps get
a situation as one of those girls in shops whom they use to hang cloaks on for
the approval of customers. You see, I am—tall, and I am not clever enough
to teach, so I know nothing else for which I should be fit.”
Mrs. Bird shook her head. “I dare say that you might come by such
employment, my dear, but I tell you at once that I do not approve of it. I know
something of the wickedness of London, and I think that this sort of occupation
puts too many temptations in the way of a young lady like you, who are so
beautiful, and do not seem to have any home ties to keep your thoughts from
them. We are most of us weak, remember; and flattery, and promises, and grand
presents, all of which would be offered to you, are very nice things.”
“I am not afraid of such temptations, Mrs. Bird,” Joan answered,
with a sad confidence that at once attracted the quick little woman’s
attention.
“Now, when a person tells me that she is not afraid of a thing,”
she said, glancing at her, “I conclude that she is either totally without
experience and foolhardy, or that, having won the experience and passed through
the fire, she no longer fears a danger which she has overcome,
or——” and she stopped.
This vein of speculative reflection did not seem to recommend itself to Joan:
at any rate she changed the subject.
“You have twice called me a lady, Mrs. Bird,” she said, “but
I must tell you that I am nothing of the sort. Who my father was I don’t
even know, though I believe him to have been a gentleman, and my mother was the
daughter of a yeoman farmer.”
“Married?” asked Mrs. Bird interrogatively.
Joan shook her head.
“Ah! I understand,” said Mrs. Bird.
“I—That is partly why I left home,” explained Joan.
“Meaning Bradmouth? Don’t look surprised, my dear. I saw the name
on the clergyman’s testimonial, and also on your box.”
“Yes, Bradmouth. I lived there with an aunt, and everybody looked down
upon me because of my position.”
“That was very wicked of them. But did they begin to look down upon you
all at once, or had you, perhaps, some other reason for coming away? I suppose
your aunt knew that you were coming?”
“No, she did not know. We do not get on together, and I thought it best
not to tell her. Also, she wanted me to marry somebody whom I dislike.”
“Because there is somebody else whom you do like, I suppose, my dear.
Well, it is no affair of mine. But if you will not think me impertinent, where
then do you get your money from?”
“A gentleman——”
“A gentleman!” exclaimed Mrs. Bird, dropping her work in horror.
“Oh! no, not that,” said Joan, blushing; “he is a kind of
guardian, a friend of my father’s, I believe. At any rate he has paid for
me all these years, and says that he will allow me five pounds a month though I
would rather earn my own living if possible.”
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