East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
and you will see me there white robed, and with my hair spread out—for
you used to praise my hair holding the dream-baby in my arms. And at last you
will die also and come to find me; not that you will need to seek, for though I
am a sinner God will be good and pitiful to me because I have endured so much,
and I shall be waiting at your bedside to draw your passing spirit to my
breast. Oh! I have been lonely, so dreadfully lonely; I have felt as though I
stood by myself in a world where nobody understood me and everybody scorned and
hated me. But I know now that this was only because I could not see you. If
only I could see you I should die happy. Oh! my darling, my darling, if only I
could see you, and you were kind to me for one short hour, I
would——”
Here Joan’s letter came to an abrupt termination, for the simple reason
that the agony in her head grew so sharp that she fainted for a moment, then,
recovering herself, staggered to her bed, forgetting all about the disjointed
and half-crazy epistle which it had been her fancy to write.
A few minutes later Mrs. Bird entered the room accompanied by a
doctor—not a “red lamp” doctor, but a very clever and rising
man from the hospital, who made a rapid examination of the patient.
“Um!” he said, after taking her temperature, “looks very like
the beginnings of what you would call ‘brain fever,’ though it may
be only bad influenza; but I can’t tell you much about it at present.
What do you know of the history of the case, Mrs. Bird?”
She told him, and even repeated the confession that Joan had made to her.
“When did she say all this?” he asked.
“About an hour and a half ago, sir.”
“Then you must not pay much attention to it. She is in a state of
cerebral excitement with high fever, and was very likely wandering at the time.
I have known people invent all sorts of strange stories under such conditions.
However, it is clear that she is seriously ill, though a woman with such a
splendid physique ought to pull through all right. Indeed, I do not feel
anxious about her. What a beautiful girl she is, by the way! You’ll sit
up with her to-night, I suppose? I’ll be round by eight o’clock
to-morrow morning, and I will send you something in half an hour that I hope
will keep her quiet till then.”
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