East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“I wish, my dear Emma, that in future you would be so kind as to leave my
letters and telegrams alone. As you have opened it, however, and your curiosity
is doubtless excited, I may as well tell you that this is a business cypher,
and has to do with nothing more romantic than the Stock Exchange.”
“I am very sorry, father,” she answered coldly for, trusting as she
was by nature, she did not believe him, “I will be more careful in
future.”
Then she left the room, feeling that another enigma had been added to the
growing stock of family mysteries.
Slowly the days went by, till at length it became clear to those who tended her
that Joan would recover from her illness.
The last and greatest crisis had come and gone, the fever had left her, and she
no longer wandered in her mind, but lay upon the bed a shadow of her former
self, so weak that she could scarcely speak above a whisper. All day long she
lay thus, staring at the dingy ceiling above her with her brown eyes, which,
always large, now looked positively unnatural in her wasted face a very
pathetic sight to see. At times the eyes would fill with tears, and at times
she would sigh a little, but she never smiled, except in acknowledgment of some
service of the sick room. Once she asked Mrs. Bird if any one had discovered
that she was ill, or come to see her, and on receiving a reply in the
affirmative, asked eagerly,—
“Who? What was his name?”
“Mr. Levinger,” the little woman answered.
“It is very kind of him,” Joan murmured, and turned her head upon
the pillow, where presently Mrs. Bird saw such a mark as might have been left
by the falling of a heavy raindrop.
Then it was that Mrs. Bird’s doubts and difficulties began afresh. From
what she had heard while attending on Joan in her delirium, she was now
convinced that the poor girl’s story was true, and that the letter which
she had written was addressed not to any imaginary person, but to a living man
who had worked her bitter wrong. This view indeed was confirmed by the doctor,
who added, curiously enough, that had it not been for her condition he did not
believe that she would have lived. In these circumstances the question that
tormented Mrs. Bird was whether or no she would do right to post that letter.
At one time she thought of laying the matter before Mr. Levinger, but upon
consideration she refrained from so doing. He was the girl’s guardian,
and doubtless he knew nothing of her disgrace. Why, then, should she expose it,
unless such a step became absolutely necessary? Ultimately he would have to be
told, but there seemed no need to tell him until an appeal to the man’s
honour and pity had failed. After much thought Mrs. Bird adopted a third
course, and took the doctor into her confidence. He was a man of rough manners,
plain speech, and good heart, and her story did not in the least surprise him.
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