East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Just what I expected,” she thought: “how good he is! Most
people would have had nothing more to do with me after that horrid, common
letter. How am I to meet him if he comes? I cannot—simply I cannot. I
should tell him all the truth, and where would my promise be then! If I see him
I shall marry him—that is, if he wishes it. I must not see him, I must go
away; but where can I go? Oh! Heaven help me, for I cannot help myself!”
The journey to London had not changed Mr. Samuel Rock’s habits, which it
will be remembered were of a furtive nature. When Lady Graves saw him on the
Sunday, he was employed in verifying the information as to Joan’s address
that he had obtained from Mrs. Gillingwater. Any other man would have settled
the matter by inquiring at No. 8 as to whether or not she lived there, but he
preferred to prowl up and down in the neighbourhood of the house till chance
assured him of the fact.
As it happened, Fortune favoured him from the outset, for if Lady Graves saw
him, he also saw her as she left the house, and was not slow to draw
conclusions from her visit, though what its exact object might be he could not
imagine. One thing was clear, however: Mrs. Gillingwater had not lied, since to
suppose that by the merest coincidence Lady Graves was calling at this
particular house for some purpose unconnected with Joan Haste, was an idea too
improbable to be entertained. Still his suspicious mind was not altogether
satisfied: for aught he knew Joan had left the place, or possibly she might be
dead. In his desire to solve his doubts on these points before he committed
himself to any overt act, Samuel returned on the Monday morning to Kent Street
from the hotel where he had taken a room, and set himself to watch the windows
of No. 8; but without results, for the fog was so thick that he could see
nothing distinctly: In the afternoon, when the fog lifted, he was more
successful, for, just as the November evening was closing in, the gas was lit
in the front room on the first floor, and for a minute he caught a glimpse of
Joan herself drawing down a blind. The sight of her filled him with a strange
rapture, and he hesitated a while as to whether he should seek an interview
with her at once, or wait until the morrow. In the end he decided upon the
latter course, both because his courage failed him at the moment, and because
he wished to think over his plan of action.
On the Tuesday morning he returned about ten o’clock, and with many
inward tremblings rang the bell of No. 8. The door was answered by Mrs. Bird,
whom he saluted with the utmost politeness, standing on the step with his hat
off.
“Pray, ma’am, is Miss Haste within?” he asked.
“Yes, sir, being so ill, she has not been out for many weeks.”
“So I have heard, ma’am; and I think that you are the lady who has
nursed her so kindly.”
“I have done my best, sir: but what might be your errand?”
“I wish to see her, ma’am.”
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