East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Samuel picked up the book, and swore thus at her dictation: “I swear that
for a year from the date of my marrying you, Joan Haste, I will not attempt to
see you, but will leave you to go your own way without interfering with you by
word or deed, upon the condition that you have nothing to do with Sir Henry
Graves” (this sentence was Samuel’s own), “and that at the
end of the year you come to me, to be my faithful wife.” And, kissing the
book, he threw it down upon the table, adding, “And may God blast me if I
break this oath! Do you believe me now, Joan?”
“On second thoughts I am not sure that I do,” she answered, with a
contemptuous smile, “for I think that the man who can take that vow would
also break it. But if you do break it, remember what I tell you, that you will
see no more of me. After all, this is a free country, Mr. Rock, and even though
I become your wife in name, you cannot force me to live with you. There is one
more thing: I will not be married to you in a church, I will be married before
a registrar, if at all.”
“I suppose that you must have your own way about that too, Joan; though
it seems an unholy thing not to ask Heaven’s blessing on us.”
“There is likely to be little enough blessing about the business,”
she answered; then added, touched by compunction: “You had best leave it
alone, Mr. Rock; it is wicked and wrong from beginning to end, and you know
that I don’t love you, nor ever shall, and the reasons why I consent to
take you. Be wise and have done with me, and find some other woman who has no
such history who will care for you and make you a good wife.”
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‘Samuel picked up the book, and swore…
at her dictation.’
“No, Joan; you have promised to do that much when the time comes, and I
believe you. No other woman could make up to me for the loss of you, not if she
were an angel.”
“So be it, then,” she answered; “but do not blame me if you
are unhappy afterwards, for I have warned you, and however much I may try to do
my duty, it can’t make up to a man for the want of love. And now, when is
it to be?”
“You said whenever I liked, Joan, and I say the sooner we are married the
sooner the year of waiting will be over. If it can be done, to-morrow or the
next day, as I think for you have been living a long while in this parish I
will go and make arrangements and come to tell you.”
“Don’t do that, Mr. Rock, as I can’t talk any more to-day.
Send me a telegram. And now good-bye: I want to rest.”
He waited for her to offer him her hand, but she did not do so. Then he turned
and went, walking so softly that until she heard the front door close Mrs. Bird
was unaware that he had left the room above. Throwing down her work she ran
upstairs, for her curiosity would not allow her to delay. Joan was seated on
the sofa staring out of the window, with wide-opened eyes and a face so set
that it might have been cut in stone.
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