East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
He stretched out his arms as though to embrace her; but, followed by the
bewildered Mrs. Bird, she swept past him, and soon they were driving back to
Kent Street, leaving Samuel standing bare-headed upon the pavement in the rain,
and gazing after her.
In the passage of No. 8, Sally was waiting to present Joan with a bouquet of
white flowers, that she had found no opportunity to give her as she went out.
Joan took the flowers and, bending down, kissed the dumb child; and that kiss
was the only touch of nature in all the nefarious and unnatural business of her
marriage. Mrs. Bird followed her upstairs, and so soon as the door was closed,
said,—
“For pity’s sake, Joan, tell me what all this means. Am I mad, or
are you?”
“I am, Mrs. Bird,” she answered. “If you want to know, I have
married this man, who has been in love with me a long while, but whom I hate,
in order to prevent Sir Henry Graves from making me his wife.”
“But why, Joan? but why?” Mrs. Bird gasped.
“Because if I had married Sir Henry I should have ruined him, and also
because I promised Lady Graves that I would not do so. Had I once seen him I
should have broken my promise, so I have taken this means to put myself out of
temptation, having first told Mr. Rock the whole truth, and bargained that I
should not go to live with him for another year.”
“Oh! this is terrible, terrible!” said Mrs. Bird, wringing her
hands; “and what a reptile the man must be to marry you on such terms,
and knowing that you loathe the sight of him!”
“Do not abuse him, Mrs. Bird, for on the whole I think that he is as much
wronged as anybody; at least he is my husband, whom I have taken with my eyes
open, as he has taken me.”
“He may be your husband, but he is a liar for all that; for he told me
that he was Sir Henry Graves, and that is why I let him come up to see you,
although I thought, from the look of him, that he couldn’t be a baronet.
Well, Joan, you have done it now, and as you’ve sown so you will have to
reap. The wages of sin is death, that’s the truth of it. You’ve
gone wrong, and, like many another, you have got to suffer. I don’t
believe in your arguments that have made you marry this crawling creature. They
are a kind of lie, and, like all lies, they will bring misery. You have a good
heart, but you’ve never disciplined it, and a heart without discipline is
the most false of guides. It isn’t for me to reproach you, Joan, who am,
I dare say, ten times worse than you are, but I can’t hold with your
methods. However, you are married to this man now, so if you’re wise
you’ll try to make the best of him and forget the other.”
“Yes,” she answered, “I shall if I am wise, or if I can find
wisdom.”
Then Mrs. Bird began to cry and went away. When she had gone, Joan sat down and
wrote this letter to catch the post:—
“DEAR SIR,
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