East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“There is another matter, Mr. Levinger: Emma has considerable
possessions; am I then justified, in my impoverished condition, in asking her
to take me? Would it not be thought, would she not think, that I did so from
obvious motives?”
“On that point you may make your mind quite easy, Graves; for I, who am
the girl’s father, tell you that I consider you will be giving her quite
as much as she gives you. I have never hidden from you that I am in a sense a
man under a cloud. My follies came to an end many years ago, it is true, and I
have never fallen into the clutches of the law, still they were bad enough to
force me to change my name and to begin life afresh. Should you marry my
daughter, and should you wish it, you will of course have the right to learn my
true name, though on that point I shall make an appeal to your generosity and
ask you not to press your right. I have done with the past, of which even the
thought is hateful to me, and I do not wish to reopen old sores; so perhaps you
may be content with the assurance that I am of a good and ancient family, and
that before I got into trouble I served in the army with some distinction: for
instance, I received the wound that crippled me at the battle of the
Alma.”
“I shall never press you to tell that which you desire to keep to
yourself, Mr. Levinger.”
“It is like you to say so, Graves,” he answered, with evident
relief; “but the mere fact that I make such a request will show you what
I mean when I say that Emma has as much or more to gain from this marriage than
you have, since it is clear that some rumours of her father’s disgrace
must follow her through life; moreover she is humbly born upon her
mother’s side. I do trust and pray, my dear fellow, that it will come
off. Alas! I am not long for this world, my heart is troubling me more and
more, and the doctors have warned me that I may die at any moment; therefore it
is my most earnest desire to see the daughter whom I love better than anything
on earth, happily settled before I go.”
“Well, Mr. Levinger,” Henry answered, “I will ask her
to-morrow if I find an opportunity, but the issue does not rest with me. I only
wish that I were more worthy of her.”
“I am glad to hear it. God bless you, and God speed you, my dear Graves!
I hope when I am gone that, whatever you may learn about my unfortunate past,
you will still try to think kindly of me, and to remember that I was a man,
cursed by nature with passions of unusual strength, which neither my education
nor the circumstances of my early life helped me to control.”
“It is not for me to judge you or any other man; I leave that to those
who are without sin,” said Henry, and the conversation came to an end.
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