East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“Sir Henry,” she said, “you have been frank with me, and I
honour you for it, none the less because I happen to know something of the
story. And now I will be equally frank with you, though to do so is humbling to
me. When I stayed in the same house with you more than two years ago, you took
little notice of me, but I grew fond of you, and I have never changed my mind.
Still I do not think that, as things are, I should marry you on this account
alone, seeing that a woman looks for love in her marriage; and, Sir Henry, in
all that you have said to me you have spoken no—”
“How could I, knowing what I had to tell you?” he broke in.
“I cannot say, but it is so; and therefore, speaking for myself alone, I
should be inclined to answer you that we had best go our separate ways in life,
though I am sure that, as you promise, you would be a good and kind husband to
me. But there are other people to be considered: there is my father, who is
most anxious that I should make a satisfactory marriage—such as I know
this would be for me, for I am nobody and scarcely recognised in society
here—and who has the greatest respect and affection for you, as he had
for your father before you. Then there is your family: if I refuse you it would
mean that you would all be ruined, and though it may hurt your pride to hear me
say so, I shrink from such a thought——”
“Oh! pray do not let that weigh with you,” he interrupted.
“You know well that, although much of what you say is unhappily true, I
am not seeking you that you may mend my broken fortunes, but because you are
what you are, and I desire above all things to make you my wife.”
“I am sorry, Sir Henry, but, though I believe every word you say, I must
let it weigh with me, for I wish to be a blessing to those about me, and not a
curse. Well, for all these reasons, and chiefly perhaps, to be honest, because
I am fond of you though you do not care very much for me, I will be your wife,
Sir Henry, as you are good enough to wish it,” and she gave him her hand.
He took it and kissed it, and they walked on in silence till they were near to
the house. Then Henry spoke, and his voice betrayed more emotion than he cared
to show.
“How can I thank you, Emma!” he said; “and what am I to say
to you? It is useless for me to make protestations which you would not believe,
though perhaps they might have more truth in them than you imagine. But I am
sure of this, that if we live, a time will soon come when you will not doubt me
if I tell you that I love you.” And, drawing her to him, he kissed her
upon the forehead.
“I hope so, Henry,” she said, disengaging herself from his arms,
and they went together into the house.
Within ten weeks of this date Henry and Emma were spending a long honeymoon
among the ruined temples of the Nile.
CHAPTER XXXVI.
THE DESIRE OF DEATH—AND THE FEAR OF HIM.
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