East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
At last the inevitable hour of her trouble came upon her, and left her pale and
weak, but holding a little daughter in her arms. From the first the child was
sickly, for the long illness of the mother had affected its constitution; and
within three weeks from the day of its birth it was laid to rest in a London
cemetery, leaving Joan to drink the cup of a new and a deeper agony than any
that it had been her lot to taste.
Yet, when her first days of grief and prostration had gone by, almost could she
find it in her heart to rejoice that the child had been taken from her and
placed beyond the possibilities of such a life as she had led; for, otherwise,
how would things have gone with it when she, its mother, passed into the power
of Samuel Rock? Surely he would have hated and maltreated it, and, if fate had
left it without the protection of her love in the hands of such a guardian, its
existence might have been made a misery. Still, after the death of that infant
those about her never saw a smile upon Joan’s face, however closely they
might watch for it. Perhaps she was more beautiful now than she had ever been,
for the chestnut hair that clustered in short curls upon her shapely head, and
her great sorrowful eyes shining in the pallor of her sweet face, refined and
made strange her loveliness; moreover, if the grace of girlhood had left her,
it was replaced by another and a truer dignity the dignity of a woman who has
loved and suffered and lost.
One morning, it was on the ninth of June, Joan received a letter from her
husband, who now wrote to her every two or three days. Before she opened it she
knew well from past experience what would be the tenor of its contents: an
appeal to her, more or less impassioned, to shorten the year of separation for
which she had stipulated, and come to live with him as his wife. She was not
mistaken, for the letter ended thus:
“Oh! Joan, have pity on me and come to me, for if you don’t I think
that I shall go crazed. I have kept my promise to you faithful so far, so if
you are made of flesh and blood, show mercy before you drive me to something
desperate. It’s all over now; the child’s dead, you tell me, and
the man’s married, so let’s turn a new leaf and begin afresh. After
all, Joan, you are my wife before God and man, and it is to me that your duty
lies, not to anybody else. Even if you haven’t any fondness for me, I ask
you in the name of that duty to listen to me, and I tell you that if you
don’t I believe that I shall go mad with the longing to see your face,
and the sin of it will be upon you. I’ve done up the house comfortable
for you, Joan; no money has been spared, and if you want anything more you
shall have it. Then don’t go on hiding yourself away from me, but come
and take the home that waits you.”
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