East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“I pray that you may be mistaken, Joan. Heaven is my witness that I have
tried to act for the best. Listen: many years ago, when I was still a youngish
man, it was my fate to meet and to fall in love with your mother, Jane Lacon.
Like you, she was beautiful, but unlike you she was hot-tempered, violently
jealous, and, when she was angered, rough of speech. Such as she was, however,
she obtained a complete empire over my mind, for I was headstrong and
passionate; indeed, so entirely did I fall into her power that in the end I
consented to marry her. This, however, I did not dare to do here, for in those
days I was poor and struggling, and it would have ruined me. Separately, and
without a word being said to any one, we went to London, and there were
secretly married in an obscure parish in the East End. In proof of my words
here is a copy of the certificate,”—and, taking a paper from a
despatch-box that stood on the table beside him, he handed it to Joan, then
went on:—
“As you may guess, a marriage thus entered into between two people so
dissimilar in tastes, habits and education did not prove successful. For a
month or so we were happy, then quarrels began. I established her in lodgings
in London, and, while ostensibly carrying on my business as a land agent here,
visited her from time to time. With this, however, she was not satisfied, for
she desired to be acknowledged openly as my wife and to return with me to
Bradmouth. I refused to comply indeed, I dared not do so whereupon she reviled
me with ever-increasing bitterness. Moreover she became furiously jealous, and
extravagant beyond the limit of my means. At length matters reached a climax,
for a chance sight that she caught of me driving in a carriage with another
woman, provoked so dreadful an outburst that in my rage and despair I told her
a falsehood. I told her, Joan, that she was not really my wife, and had no
claim upon me, seeing that I had married her under a false name. This in itself
was true, for my own name is not Levinger; but it is not true that the marriage
was thereby invalidated, since neither she nor those among whom I had lived for
several years knew me by any other. When your mother heard this she replied
only that such conduct was just what she should have expected from me; and that
night I returned to Bradmouth, having first given her a considerable sum of
money, for I did not think that I should see her again for some time. Two days
afterwards I received a letter from her,—here it is,” and he read
it:—
“‘GEORGE,
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