East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Of a sudden a strange excitement or exaltation of mind took possession of her;
her nerves tingled, and the blood drummed in her ears. She felt like some
desperate gambler staking his wealth and reputation on a throw, and tasted of
the gambler’s joy. For a moment, under the influence of this new mood,
the uncertainty of her fate became delightful to her, and she smiled to think
that few have played such a game as this, of which the issues were the
salvation of her lover and the hazard of her mortal breath.
Now she began to act her part, walking forward with a limp like Henry’s,
till she was opposite to and some five yards away from the angle of the
churchyard wall. Here a swift change came over her; the false excitement passed
away, and again she grew mortally afraid. She could not do it! The Cross-Roads
were now not twenty paces from her, and once there she might see him and save
him. But never could she walk past that wall, knowing that behind it a murderer
might be lurking, that every stone and bush and tuft of grass might hide him
who would send her to a violent and cruel death. It was very well to make these
heroic resolutions at a distance, but when the spot and moment of their
execution were at hand ah! then the thing was different! She prayed God that
Henry had escaped, or might escape, but she could not take this way to preserve
him. Her mind was willing, but the poor flesh recoiled from it. She would call
aloud to her husband, and reveal herself to him if he were there. No, for then
he would guess her mission, render her helpless in this way or that what chance
had she against a madman? and afterwards do the deed. So it came to this: she
must go back and wait, upon the chance of meeting Henry on the cliff road, for
forward she dared not go.
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