East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Still Ellen felt aggrieved, foreseeing the possibility of being found out and
placed in awkward positions. Oh, what fools they were, and how angry she was
with both of them—with Emma for her school-girlish sentiment, and with
Henry for his idiotic pride and his headstrong obstinacy! Surely the man must
be mad to wish to fling away such a girl as Emma and her fortune, to say
nothing of the romantic devotion that she cherished for him, little as he
deserved it a devotion which Ellen imagined would have been flattering to the
self-conceit of any male. It was hard on her that she should be obliged to
struggle against such rank and wrong-headed stupidity, and even driven to
condescend to plots and falsehoods. After all, it was not for her own benefit
that she did this, or only remotely so, since she was well provided for; though
it was true that, should she become involved in an immediate financial scandal,
her matrimonial prospects might be affected.
No, it was for the benefit of her family, the interests of which to do her
justice, Ellen had more at heart than any other earthly thing, her own welfare
of course excepted. Should this marriage fall through, ruin must overtake their
house, and their name would be lost, in all probability never to be heard
again. It seemed impossible to her that her brother should wish to reject the
salvation which was so freely proffered to him; and yet, maddening as the
thought might be, she could not deny that she saw signs of such a desire. Well,
she would not give up the game; tired as she was of it, she would fight to the
last ditch. Were she to draw back now, she felt that she should fail in her
most sacred duty.
As Ellen came to this determination she saw Mr. Levinger walking towards her.
He was leaning on his stick, as usual, and looked particularly refined in his
summer suit and grey wide-awake hat.
“How do you do, Miss Graves?” he said, in his gentle voice:
“I heard that you were here, but did not come out because I thought you
might wish to have a chat with Emma. Where has she gone?”
“I don’t know,” Ellen answered, as they shook hands.
“Well, I dare say that she will be back presently. How hot it is here!
Would you like to come and sit in my study till luncheon is ready?” And
he led the way to a French window that opened on to the lawn.
Mr. Levinger’s study was a very comfortable room, and its walls were
lined with books almost to the ceiling. Books also lay about on the desk.
Evidently he had risen from reading one of them, and Ellen noticed with
surprise that it was Jeremy Taylor’s “Holy Living.”
“How is your brother to-day?” he asked, when they were seated.
Ellen reflected a moment, and determined to take advantage of the opportunity
to unbosom herself.
“He is doing as well as possible, thank you. Still I am anxious about
him.”
“Why? I thought that he was clear of all complications except the chance
of a limp like mine.”
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