East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
“I beg your pardon, sir,” he said in a whining voice: “the
Lord knows I beg your pardon; and what’s more, I didn’t mean
nothing of what I said. It was jealousy that made me speak so, jealousy bitter
as the grave; and when I heard you talk of her getting fond of that
Captain—my Joan fond of another man, a gentleman too, who would be bound
to treat her as her mother was treated by some villain—it seemed as
though all the wickedness in the world bubbled up in my heart and spoke through
my mouth.”
“There, that will do,” answered Mr. Levinger testily. “See
that you do not let such wickedness bubble again in your heart, or anywhere
else, that’s all; for at the first sign of it—and remember I shall
have my eye on you—there will be an end of your courtship. And now you
had better go. Take my advice and ask her again in a week or so; you can come
and tell me how you get on. Good-day.”
Samuel picked up his broad hat, bowed, and departed, walking delicately, like
Agag, as though he expected at every moment to put his foot upon an egg.
“Upon my word,” thought Mr. Levinger, “I’m half afraid
of that fellow! I wonder if it is safe to let the girl marry him. On the whole
I should think so; he has a great deal to recommend him, and this kind of thing
will pass off. She isn’t the woman to stand much of it. Anyway, it seems
necessary for everybody’s welfare, though somehow I doubt if good will
come of all this scheming.”
CHAPTER XIII.
A MEETING BY THE MERE.
Mr. Levinger’s confidential interview with Mrs. Gillingwater was not long
in bearing fruit. Joan soon became aware that her aunt was watching her
closely, and most closely of all whenever she chanced to be in attendance on
Henry, with whom she was now left alone as little as possible. The effect of
this knowledge was to produce an intense irritation in her mind. Her conscience
was guilty, but Joan was not a woman to take warning from a guilty conscience.
Indeed, its sting only drove her faster along the downward road, much as a
high-mettled horse often rebels furiously under the punishment of the whip.
There was a vein of self-willed obstinacy and of
“devil-may-cared-ness” in Joan’s nature that, dormant
hitherto, at this crisis of her life began to assert itself with alarming
power. Come what might, she was determined to have her way and not to be
thwarted. There is this to be said in excuse for her, that now her whole being
was dominated by her passion for Henry. In the ordinary sense of the word it
was not love that possessed her, nor was it strictly what is understood by
passion, but rather, if it can be defined at all, some strange new force, some
absorbing influence that included both love and passion, and yet had mysterious
qualities of its own. Fortunately, with English women such infatuations are not
common, though they are to be found frequently enough among people of the Latin
race, where sometimes they result in blind tragedies that seem almost
inexplicable to our sober sense.
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