East Anglia (England) -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Thus it came about that during these weeks Joan lived in a wild and fevered
dream, lived for the hour only, thinking little and caring less of what the
future might bring forth. Her purpose, so far as she can be said to have had
one, was to make Henry love her, and to the consummation of this end she
brought to bear all her beauty and every power of her mind. That success must
mean sorrow to her and to him did not affect her, though in her wildest moments
she never dreamed of Henry as her husband. She loved him to-day, and to-day he
was there for her to love: let the morrow look to itself, and the griefs that
it might bring.
If such was Joan’s attitude towards Henry, it may be asked what was
Henry’s towards Joan. The girl attracted him strangely, after a fashion
in which he had never been attracted by a woman before. Her fresh and
ever-varying loveliness was a continual source of delight to him, as it must
have been to any man; but by degrees he became conscious that it was not her
beauty alone which moved him. Perhaps it was her tenderness—a tenderness
apparent in every word and gesture; or more probably it may have been the
atmosphere of love that surrounded her, of love directed towards himself, which
gradually conquered him mind and body, and broke down the barrier of his
self-control. Hitherto Henry had never cared for any woman, and if women had
cared for him he had not understood it. Now he was weak and he was worried, and
in his way he also was rebellious, and fighting against a marriage that men and
circumstances combined to thrust upon him. Under such conditions it was not
perhaps unnatural that he should shrink back from the strict path of interest,
and follow that of a spontaneous affection. Joan had taken his fancy from the
first moment that he saw her, she had won his gratitude by her bravery and her
gentle devotion, and she was a young and beautiful woman. Making some slight
allowance for the frailties of human nature, perhaps we need not seek for any
further explanation of his future conduct.
For a week or more nothing of importance occurred between them. Indeed, they
were very seldom alone together, for whenever Joan’s duty took her to the
sick room Mrs. Gillingwater, whom Henry detested, made a point of being
present, or did she chance to be called away, his sister Ellen would be certain
to appear to take her place, accompanied at times by Edward Milward.
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