"So that's what you are!" Again he was losing control of himself.
Men in the crowd snickered. They were perceiving much humor in the
situation.
"I can explain later." She, too, was breaking down under the strain. She
whimpered, pleading with him. "After you have brought down the drive I
can explain and----"
"Now! It must be now! I can't bring down any drive till you do explain."
She did not understand.
But he knew all too bitterly under what a sword of Damocles he was
standing. Ridicule was ready to slay him! The Big Laugh was already
gurgling deep in the throats of all the folks. The news of his
engagement had gone ahead of him to the north country; the Big Laugh
would roar along in the wake of that news.
"The truth! It must come out now!" he shouted. "All the truth--the whole
truth about yourself!"
"I can't tell you!" wailed Lida Kennard, turning her back fearsomely on
the big house on the ledges.
"You've got a mouthful of truth out of me. Can't you see how it is?"
growled Crowley.
"So that's what you are, is it?" Latisan dwelt on the subject, twisting
the handle that Crowley had given him.
"Mr. Latisan, listen to me! I implore you to forget me--what I am! Go to
your work."
"My work has nothing to do with this matter between you and me. So
that's what you are!" he repeated, insistent on his one idea, looking
her up and down. "A detective sneak!"
"I am done with the work. I am a human being, at any rate, and you
promised me----"
He sliced his hand through the air. "That's all off! You lied to me. It
must have been a lie, seeing what you are. But I believed, and I stood
up and took you for mine. The word has gone out. Every man on the Noda
will know about it. I had no rights over your life till you met me. But
when a woman lies to a man to make him do this or that she is laughing
at him behind his back. You have played me for a poor fool in the tall
timber. That's the word that's starting now."
"If you have found out how worthless I am," she sobbed, "you can go on
with your work and be a real man."
He loosed the leash on himself. He mocked her with bitter irony, his
face working hideously. "'Go on with your work!' Don't you have any idea
what men are up these woods? Who'll take orders from me after this?
They'll hoot me off the river! I'm done. You have put me down and
under!"
More than the spirit of sacrifice was actuating her then. Her impulses
were inextricably mingled, but they all tended to one end, to save him
from error. His scorn had touched her heart; meeting him on his own
plane--on the level of honesty--woman with man, she was conscious of
bitter despair because he was leaving her life. She was fighting for her
own--for the old man in the big house, for the new love that was
springing up out of her sympathy for this champion from whom, without
realizing the peril of her procedure, she had filched the weapons of his
manhood at the moment when he needed them most.
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