Abed long after midnight, visions besieged her bewilderingly: a length
of dusty golden highway walled by green forest, with a white bridge
glaring in sunlight at the bottom of a hill; the affrighting onrush of
great motor-cars meeting their own, and the din and dust of their
passage; the bright harbour of Huntington, blue and gold in a frame of
gold and green, viewed from the marble balustrade of the Château des
Beaux Arts; the wrinkled, kindly, comprehending face of a waiter who
served them at dinner; the look in her lover's eyes as she repeated, on
demand, guarded avowals under cover of the motor's rumble; the ardent
face of a boy who had seemed unable to cease staring at her in the
restaurant; silver and purple of the road by night; wheeling ranks of
lights dotting the desolation of suburban Brooklyn; the high-flung span
of Queensboro' Bridge, a web of steel and concrete strung with
opalescent globes; the glare of the city's painted sky; the endless
pulsing of the motor; their last caress on parting at the foot of the
stairs....
On the morrow she went back to her typewriter like Cinderella to her
kitchen. But what work Matthias was able to invent for her was neither
arduous nor urgent; she was able to take her time on it, and wasted many
an hour in dreaming. Her mind was, indeed, more engaged with thoughts of
new frocks than with the circumstances of her love or her services to
her lover.
She was to receive thenceforward twenty-five instead of ten dollars a
week. Matthias had experienced little difficulty in over-ruling her
faint protestations: they were to be together a great deal, he argued,
and she must be able to dress at least neatly; moreover, by requiring
her promise to marry him at some future time when his fortunes would
permit, he had in a measure made her dependent upon him; she couldn't
reasonably be asked to wait for long on a bare pittance.
His arguments were reinforced by one he knew nothing of, a maxim culled
from the wisdom of Miss Maizie Dean: _It was up to a girl to look out
for herself first, last, and all the time_. The platitude had made an
ineffaceable impression upon Joan's sense of self-preservation. And if
Matthias were able to afford nightly dinners for two at good
restaurants, in addition to theater tickets several times a week, he
ought to be able to afford a decent compensation to his stenographer;
especially when it was his wish that she refrain from attempting to earn
more money on the stage.
It was, however, true that no offer had come to Joan of other theatrical
work, and that the issue of her ambition remained in abeyance, a subject
which she didn't care to raise and which Matthias, since that first
night, had considered settled.
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