That she wasn't happy now, he could well understand: that Marbridge was
behaving badly was something rather too broadly published by the very
publicity of his methods. Marriage had not been permitted to
interfere--at least, not after his return from Europe--with the ordinary
tenor of his bachelor ways. Matthias himself had seen him not
infrequently in theatres and restaurants, but only once in company with
Venetia--most often he had been dancing attendance upon a Mrs. Cardrow:
she who had given her lips to Matthias, thinking him Marbridge, that
long-ago night at Tanglewood. She was said to be stage-struck; and
Marbridge was rumoured to be deeply, though quietly, involved in the
financing of certain theatrical enterprises.
Surely, then, Venetia must know what everybody knew, and be unhappy in
that knowledge.
But now she was so calmly confident that she was "going to be happy"!
He wondered if she were contemplating divorce....
And then in a flash he understood. That woman who had stopped him was
not of Venetia's caste; if he guessed not wildly, she was a nurse. And
Venetia afoot instead of in her limousine....
She turned her eyes to his, smiling with a certain diffident, sweet
sedateness. "You didn't know, Jack?"
He shook his head, looking quickly away.
"But you've guessed?"
"Yes," he replied in a low voice.
Her hand fell lightly over his for a single instant. "Then be glad for
me, Jack," she begged gently. "It's--it's compensation."
"I understand," he said, "and I'm truly very glad. It's kind of you
to--to tell me, Venetia."
"It changes everything," she said pensively: "all my world is changed,
and I am a new strange woman, seeing it with new eyes. I have learned so
much--and in so short a time--I can hardly believe it. To think, it's
not a year since that time at Tanglewood--!"
"Please!" he begged.
"Oh, I didn't mean to hurt you, Jack. But it's that I wanted to talk to
you about. You won't mind, when you understand, as I have learned to
understand.... I tell you, I'm altogether another woman. Marriage is
like learning to live in a foreign land, but motherhood is another
world. I find it difficult to realize Venetia of a year ago: she's like
some strange creature I once knew but never quite understood. And yet,
little as I understood her, I can make excuses for her: I know her
impulses were not bad. I know, better than she knew ... she loved you,
Jack."
"You must not say that, Venetia!"
"But it's true, my dear, most true," she insisted in her voice of gentle
magic. "The rest ... was just madness, the sort of madness that some men
have the power to--to kindle in women. It's a deadly power, very
terrible, and they--who have it--use it as carelessly as children
playing with matches and gunpowder--"
"Oh, I understand, Venetia, I understand! Don't--"
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