Moment by moment her distaste for Fowey was gaining strength. She was
put to it to listen to his bragging and to make response civilly. She
did not relish her food, her company, or her surroundings; and in utter
ennui tried to stimulate herself with her favourite brand of sweet
champagne, insisting on another bottle when they had emptied one between
them. It served only to stimulate a fictitious gaiety in her, one swift
to wane.
For all this, she was reluctant to contemplate going home. Anything were
preferable to that--at least until she could feel reasonably sure of
finding Hattie abed and asleep.
They finished their meal at an hour too late to make it worth while to
patronize one of the open-air entertainments with which she had promised
herself diversion; and since she would neither go home nor, at Fowey's
mischievous suggestion, return to Coney Island, they moved to another
table, nearer the railing, and whiled away one more hour listening to
the band music over their cigarettes and liqueurs.
Toward eleven o'clock, Joan suddenly announced that she was sick of it
all and ready to go. Fowey revived his preference for a motor-car, and
got his way against scanty opposition. In a saner humour, Joan would
have stuck to her original plan. As it was, she accepted the motor ride
with neither gratitude nor graciousness.
Curiously enough, once established in the car, her hat off, the swift
rush of night air cooling her moist brows, her head resting back against
the cushions, she permitted Fowey to repeat his ardent love-making which
had made their previous ride together memorable. Her dislike of him was
no less thorough-paced, but had passed from an active to a passive
stage; she was at once too indifferent to resist him and so bored that
she welcomed anything that promised excitement. She suffered his kisses,
confident in her power to control him, and drew a certain satisfaction
from reminding him, now and again forcibly, that there were limits to
her toleration. But for the most part she lay in his arms in passive
languor, her eyes half closed, and tried to forget him, or rather to
believe him someone else, one whose embraces she could have welcomed....
When they came to lighted streets, she bade Fowey "behave," and would
not permit him even so slight a lapse from decorum as that of "holding
hands."
She sat up, rearranging the disorder of her hair, adjusted her hat,
surreptitiously restored the brilliance of her lips with a stick of
rouge.
The man drew back sullenly into his corner, fuming....
At her door, dismissing the car, he followed her up to the stoop.
"Joan--" he began angrily.
She turned back from using her latch-key, with a wondering, child-like
stare.
"Yes, Hubert?" she enquired with hidden malice.
"You're not--you're not going to send me off like this?"
"Why not?" she demanded with fine assumption of simplicity. "It's awful'
late."
Fowey seized her wrist.
"Now, listen to me!"
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