With peculiar irony, the passing of that pallid, vague, and ineffectual
character, Mrs. Thursby, proved the signal for the dissolution of the
family which, denying her both respect and affection during her life,
had none the less lost, in losing her, its sole motive or excuse for
unity.
The return from the cemetery was accomplished toward noon of a July day
whose heavily overcast sky seemed only to act as a blanket over the
city, compressing its heated and humid atmosphere until the least
exertion was to be indulged in only at the cost of saturated clothing.
The four were crowded in common misery within a shabby, stuffy,
undertaker's growler.
Thursby occupied the back seat with his eldest daughter, notwithstanding
the fact that, since apprising her of her mother's death, the morning of
her return, he had addressed no word to her directly. He sat now with
fat and mottled hands resting on his knees, his waistcoat unbuttoned,
exposing soiled linen, his dull and heavy gaze steadfastly directed
through the window.
Opposite him, on the forward seat, Edna wept silently and incessantly
into a black-bordered handkerchief.
Butch, beside her, looked serious and depressed in a suit of black
clothing borrowed for the occasion.
Nobody spoke from the time they re-entered the carriage, after the
burial, until they left it. Joan huddled herself into her corner,
putting all possible space between herself and her father. A sense of
lassitude was heavy upon her. She meditated vaguely on the strangeness
of life, its inscrutable riddle, the enigma of its brief and feverish
transit from black oblivion through light to black oblivion. But the
problem only wearied her. She dropped it from time to time and tried to
think of other things; as a rule this resulted in her speculations
centering about Butch.
The boy mystified her, awed her a little with a suggestion of spirit and
strength, character and intelligence, conveyed by a forceful yet
unassuming manner. It was a new manner, strangely developed in the year
that spaced her knowledge of him, only to be explained by his sudden
determination to go seriously to work and make something of himself; and
the motive for that remained inexplicable, and would ever as far as
concerned Joan. For the personal reticence that had always sealed his
cynical mouth was more than ever characteristic of the boy today; and
the sympathy which once had existed between himself and Joan was become
a thing of yesterday and as if it had never been. His attitude toward
her was touched with just a colour of contempt, almost too faint to be
resented; she shrank from it, feeling that he saw through her
shallowness, that he knew her, not as Marbridge knew her, perhaps, or as
Billy Salute, but thoroughly and intimately, and far better than she
would ever know herself.
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