In short he positively _had_ to win out within the allotted period of
grace, who seemed able only to sit there, day in and out, beside his
typewriter, with idle hands, or, with a vacant mind, to pace his trail
of torment from door to window: getting nowhere, stripped of every
vestige of his arduously acquired craftsmanship.... It was maddening.
None the less, doggedly, savagely determined to overcome this
sentimental handicap, he worked long hours: only to review the outcome
of his labours with a sinking heart. For all his knowledge of the stage,
for all that a long career of failures and half-hearted successes had
taught him, the play that slowly took shape under his modelling lacked
vitality--the living fire of drama. Technically he could find no
disastrous fault with it; but in his soul he knew it to be as
passionless as a proposition in Euclid.
He was a dreamer, but not even the stuff of dreams could dull the clear
perceptions of his critical intelligence....
Meantime, the superficial routine of work-a-day life went on much as it
had ever since he had set up shop in the establishment of Madame Duprat.
His breakfasts were served him in his rooms; for his other meals he
foraged in neighbouring restaurants. A definite amount of exercise was
required to keep him in working trim. In short, he was in and out of the
house several times each day. Inevitably, then, he encountered fellow
lodgers, either on the stoop or in the hallway; among them, and perhaps
more often and less adventitiously than in other instances, one wistful
young woman, shabbily dressed, in whose brown eyes lurked a hesitant
appeal for recognition. He grew acquainted with the sight of her, but he
was generally in haste and preoccupied, looked over her head if not
through her, stepped civilly out of her way and went absently his own,
and never once dreamed of identifying her with that dreary and damp
creature of the rain-swept night whose necessity had turned him out of
his lodgings for a single night.
One day--the second Thursday following his return to Town--he found
himself waiting in the lobby of the Knickerbocker, a trifle early for a
luncheon engagement with Rideout and his producing manager, Wilbrow: a
meeting arranged for the purpose of discussing the forthcoming
production of "The Jade God." The day was seasonably insufferable with
heat, but there was here a grateful drift of air through open doors and
windows. Lounging in an arm-chair, he lazily consumed a cigarette and
reviewed the listless ebb and flow of guests with a desultory interest
which was presently, suddenly, and rudely quickened.
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