Joan was the first to reach the entrance to the dingy "kitchen-set"
which was to figure as a star dressing-room for the purposes of their
sketch (and, for the purposes of subsequent offerings, as the
drawing-room of a mansion on Fifth Avenue and the palm room of a
fashionable hotel). About ten times the size of any dressing-room ever
constructed, it was still atmospherically cheerless and depressing. She
looked it over momentarily to make sure that the various simple
properties were in place, and turned to find Quard approaching. Beneath
the jaunty assurance which even his hang-dog make-up couldn't wholly
disguise, she was able to detect traces of some uneasiness and anxiety.
It was a fact that he had grown a trifle afraid of her.
The discovery impressed her as so absurd that she smiled; and instantly
the man was himself again. He thrust out a hand, to which with covert
reluctance she entrusted her own.
"All right now?" he asked cheerfully.
She nodded: "All right."
"Good enough. Let's see what kind of a house we've got."
He found a peep-hole near the proscenium arch and peered intently
through it for a moment or two; then beckoned Joan to take his place.
But she could make but little of what seemed a dark well filled with
flickering shadows. She turned away.
"Only a handful out there," Quard assured her. "It's too early for much
of a crowd. No good getting nervous about this bunch."
"I'm not," she asserted quietly.
And she wasn't; no less to her own surprise than to Quard's, she was
conscious of no trace of the stage-fright she had heard so much about.
Indeed a singular feeling of indifference and disappointment oppressed
her; it was all so unlike what she had looked forward to as the setting
for her first appearance in public. The dreary and tawdry atmosphere
behind the scenes of the dilapidated little theatre; the weary and
subdued accents in which her dressing-room associates had discussed
their offspring; the _tinkle-tankle-tinkle-whang_ of a painfully
automatic piano in the orchestra-pit; her own shabby second-hand
costume; the brutal grotesqueness of Quard's painted countenance at
close range--these owned little in common with those anticipations
roused by the glitter and glamour of that fleshy show on the New York
Theatre roof garden. She felt cheated; in perspective, even the
stocking-counter seemed less uninviting....
A muffled outbreak of laughter and brief murmur of applause filtered
through the curtain. The piano stopped with a crash. Quard nodded and,
touching her elbow, urged her toward the entrance.
"Film's finished. Ready and steady, old girl."
"I'm all right," she said sullenly. "Don't you worry about me."
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