She did not see why she should not be able to do so. She was prettier
than her sister, younger, more accomplished, better educated. Alce on
his side must be tired of wooing without response. When he saw there was
a chance of Ellen, he would surely take it; and then--what a triumph!
How people would talk and marvel when they saw Joanna Godden's life-long
admirer turn from her to her little sister! They would be forced to
acknowledge Ellen as a superior and enchanting person. Of course there
was the disadvantage that she did not particularly want Arthur Alce, but
her schemings did not take her as far as matrimony.
She was shrewd enough to see that the best way to capture Alce was to
make herself as unlike her sister as possible. With him she was like a
little soft cat, languid and sleek, or else delicately playful. She
appealed to his protecting strength, and in time made him realize that
she was unhappy in her home life and suffered under her sister's
tyranny. She had hoped that this might help detach him from Joanna, but
his affection was of that passive, tenacious kind which tacitly accepts
all the faults of the beloved. He was always ready to sympathize with
Ellen, and once or twice expostulated with Joanna--but his loyalty
showed no signs of wavering.
As time went on, Ellen began to like him more in himself. She grew
accustomed to his red hair and freckles, and when he was in his everyday
kit of gaiters and breeches and broadcloth, she did not find him
unattractive. Moreover she could not fail to appreciate his fundamental
qualities of generosity and gentleness--he was like a big, faithful,
gentle dog, a red-haired collie, following and serving.
Sec.12
The weeks went by, and Ellen still persevered. But she was disappointed
in results. She had thought that Alce's subjection would not take very
long, she had not expected the matter to drag. It was the fault of his
crass stupidity--he was unable to see what she was after, he looked upon
her just as a little girl, Joanna's little sister, and was good to her
for Joanna's sake.
This was humiliating, and Ellen fretted and chafed at her inability to
make him see. She was no siren, and was without either the parts or the
experience for a definite attack on his senses. She worked as an amateur
and a schoolgirl, with only a certain fundamental shrewdness to guide
her; she was doubtless becoming closer friends with Alce--he liked to
sit and talk to her after tea, and often gave her lifts in his trap--but
he used their intimacy chiefly to confide in her his love and admiration
for her sister, which was not what Ellen wanted.
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