"It's overrated," Joe said. And then, "It's not as if we haven't been
there." Disappointment hovered. "How about a back rub?"
She read his eyes for a moment and said, "That would be nice."
"Oh, good." They entered the elevator relieved to be still together. He
took off his shoes in her room and lay down on the bed. Daisy slid next
to him and turned on her side. He rubbed her shoulders and upper back
for a long time, but she did not relax. He reached over and turned out
the light. She said nothing. He continued and then, without thinking,
he put his teeth on the muscle above one of her shoulder blades and
shook her slightly. She winced and he bit harder. She cried out and
spun around, drawing him tightly to her.
"Hold me," she said. "Hold me." He put his arms around her as she began
to shake and sob. She beat softly on his back with her fists, and he
held her more tightly. Gradually, her shaking eased and she breathed
more evenly. Without speaking, they undressed and lay side by side. She
had helped him once in a similar way. How strange, he thought. And how
right.
"I've been brave," she said.
"I'll bet you have." Her hand moved down his stomach, almost as an
afterthought. She urged him over on top of her and guided him into her.
They lay complete. Sometime later, out of no particular necessity, he
began to move slowly in and out. It was better than talking.
Reassuring. I am right here, he was saying. I love you. He went on and
on.
"Oh," she cried. "Oh . . . Oh . . . Oh . . . " Her head fell back on
the pillow. "Oh . . . " And then, "Joe?" She put her hands on his
buttocks and pulled him deeper into her. "Joe?" He gave in. Near the
top of the wave that picked him up, he put his mouth on her open mouth
and felt her calling, drawing him over. He poured into her, tumbling,
giving her everything.
"My hero," Daisy said. She was leaning on one elbow and looking into
his face. It was morning.
"Nah . . . " Joe said.
"I thought I'd forgotten how."
"No way," he said, waking up. "Don't you look great! You look like a
little girl."
"I've got a favor to ask," she said. "I want to remember you like this.
I can get myself to the airport."
"Uh--when will I see you again?" Joe asked.
"I'm going home through France," she said. "You know, I have a studio
on the property in Woodstock."
"Woodstock," Joe groaned. "Maybe you'd like to spend some of the winter
out here?" They were too experienced to let the future spoil the
moment. They smooched. Joe took a shower. He dressed, and they talked
for a few minutes before he hugged her.
"Goodbye, beautiful," he said.
"Goodbye, Launcelot, Lochinvar . . . " He started toward the door and
turned back a step toward her.
"Strider," he said.
"Strider," she drawled, smiling. They let go of each other with the
total release that binds across any space or time.
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