Joel Chandler Harris' life of Henry W. Grady including his writings and speeches
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Joel Chandler Harris' life of Henry W. Grady including his writings and speeches
Grady, Henry Woodfin, 1850-1889
I could see that the room beyond the window was bare. I never saw any
one in it. The heat must have been terrible, for it could have had no
ventilation. Once I missed the boy from the balcony, but saw his white
head, moving about slowly in the dusk of the room. Gradually the little
fellow become a burden to me. I found myself continually thinking of
him, and troubled with that remorse that thoughtless people feel even
for suffering for which they are not in the slightest degree
responsible. Not that I ever saw any suffering on his face. It was
patient, thoughtful, serious, but with never a sign of petulance. What
thoughts filled that young head—what contemplation took the place of
what should have been the ineffable upbringing of childish emotion—what
complaint or questioning were living behind that white face—no one could
guess. In an older person the face would have betokened a resignation
that found peace in the hope of things hereafter. In this child, without
hope or estimation, it was sad beyond expression.
One day as I passed I nodded at him. He made no sign in return. I
repeated the nod on another trip, waving my hand at him—but without
avail. At length, in response to an unusually winning exhortation, his
pale lips trembled into a smile—but a smile that was soberness itself.
Wherever I went that day that smile went with me. Wherever I saw
children playing in the parks, or trotting along with their hands
nestled in strong fingers that guided and protected, I thought of that
tiny watcher in the balcony—joyless, hopeless, friendless—a desolate
mite, hanging between the blue sky and the gladsome streets—lifting his
wistful face now to the peaceful heights of the one, and now looking
with grave wonder on the ceaseless tumult of the other. At length—but
why go any further? Why is it necessary to tell that the boy had no
father, that his mother was bedridden from his birth, and that his
sister pasted labels in a drug-house, and he was thus left to himself
all day? It is sufficient to say that I went to Coney Island yesterday,
and forgot the heat in the sharp saline breezes—watched the bathers and
the children—listened to the crisp, lingering music of the waves as they
sang to the beach—ate a robust lunch on the pier—wandered in and out
among the booths, tents, and hubbub—and that through all these manifold
pleasures, I had a companion that enjoyed them with a gravity that I can
never hope to emulate, but with a soulfulness that was touching—and that
as I came back in the boat, the breezes singing through the cordage,
music floating from the fore-deck, and the sun lighting with its dying
rays the shipping that covered the river, there was sitting in front of
me a very pale but very happy bit of a boy, open-eyed with wonder, but
sober and self-contained, clasping tightly in his little fingers a short
battered stick. And finally that whenever I pass by a certain
overhanging balcony now, I am sure of a smile from an intimate and
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