John, A Love Story; vol. 1 of 2Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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John, A Love Story; vol. 1 of 2
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction; Love stories
“Have you?” said John; and a delicious tear came to the foolish
fellow’s eye. “It was too good of you to think of me at all.”
“Of course I could not help thinking of you,” said Kate, “after what
you said. Perhaps you will not think my advice of much value; but I
don’t think--I don’t really think you ought to do it. I feel that it
would be wrong.”
“There is no one in the world whose advice would be so much to me,”
cried foolish John. “My sight is clouded by--by self-interest, and
habit, and a thousand things. I have never opened my heart to any one
but you--and how I presumed to trouble you with it I can’t tell,” he
went on, gazing at her with fond eyes, which Kate found it difficult to
meet.
“Oh, that is natural enough. Don’t you remember what you said?” she
answered, softly; “what you did for me--and that moment when you said
we might have died;--we should be like--brother and sister--all our
lives.”
“Not that,” said John, with a little start; “but---- Yes, I hold by
my claim. I wish I had done something to deserve it, though. If I had
known it was you----”
“How could you possibly know it was me when you did not know there
was such a person as me in the world?” said Kate. “Don’t talk such
nonsense, please.”
“No; was it possible that there was once a time when I did not know
that there was you in the world? What a cold world it must have
been!--how sombre and miserable!” cried the enthusiast. “I can’t
realise it now.”
“Oh, please!--what nonsense you do talk, to be sure!” cried Kate; and
then she gave her pretty head a little shake to dissipate the blush
and the faint mist of some emotion that had been stealing over her
eyes, and took up the interrupted strain. “Now that you do know there
is a me, you must pay attention to me. I have thought over it a great
deal. You must not do it--indeed you must not. A man who is not quite
certain, how can he teach others? It would be like me steering--now
there! Oh, I am sure, I beg your pardon. Who was to know that nasty
bank would turn up again?’
“Never mind,” said John, when he had repeated the same little
performance which had signalised their upward course; “that is
nothing--except that it interrupted what you were saying. Tell me again
what you have thought.”
“But you never mean to be guided by me all the same,” said Kate,
incautiously, though she must have foreseen, if she had taken a moment
to think, that such a remark would carry her subject too far.
“Ah! how can you say so--how can you think so?” cried John, crossing
his oars across the boat, and leaning over them, with his eyes fixed
upon her, “when you must know I am guided by your every look. Don’t be
angry with me. It is so hard to look at you and not say all that is
in my heart. If you would let me think that I might--identify myself
altogether--I mean, do only what pleased you--I mean, think of you as
caring a little----”
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