John Ames, Native Commissioner: A Romance of the Matabele RisingMitford, Bertram
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John Ames, Native Commissioner: A Romance of the Matabele Rising
Mitford, Bertram
South Africa -- Fiction; Zimbabwe -- History -- Ndebele Revolt, 1896 -- Fiction
"But--great Heavens! you say `would have.' They _would_ have done this?
Why, even if it had happened, such a revenge as yours would have been
too monstrous. Now I begin to see. Yet, in aiding these murderers of
women and children, you are sacrificing those who never harmed you. But
surely you can never have done this!"
"Ha, ha! Really, John Ames, I am beginning to feel I have made a
mistake--to feel disappointed in you, in thinking you were made of very
different clay to the swaggering, bullet-headed fool, the first article
of whose creed is that God made England and the devil the remainder of
the world. Well, listen further. To escape from this doom I was forced
to flee--to hide myself. And with me went one other. We wandered day
after day as you have wandered--we two alone."
In spite of his repulsion John Ames was interested, vividly interested.
Verily here a fellow-feeling came in. A marvellous change had crept
into the face of the other. The hard steely expression, the eyes
glittering with hate, had given way to such a look of wondrous softness
as seemed incredible that that countenance could take on.
"There is a lonely grave in the recesses of the Lebombo Mountains,
unmarked, unknown to any but myself. I once had a heart, John Ames,
strange to say, and it lies buried there. But every time I return
thence it is with the fire renewed within me; and the flames of that
fire are the hate of hell for those you were just now describing as `my
own countrymen.'"
The hopeless pathos, the white-hot revenge running side by side,
silenced the listener. There was a fury of passion and of pain here
which admitted of no comment. To strive further to drive home his
original protest struck him now as impertinent and commonplace. For a
while neither spoke.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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