Great Britain -- History -- 17th century -- Fiction; Historical fiction
I do not very well remember how I crossed the Kilbucho glen, and
stumbled through the maze of little streams and sheep drains which cover
all the place. I had no more stomach for the work than an old dog has
for coursing. To myself I could give no reason for my conduct save a
sort of obstinacy which would not let me give in. At a place called
Blendewing I lay down on my face and drank pints of water from the
burn—a foolish action, which in my present condition was like to prove
dangerous. In the pine-wood at the back of the shieling I laid me down
for a little to rest, and when once more I forced myself to go on, I was
as stiff as a ship’s figure-head. In this state I climbed the little
hills which line the burn, and came to the limit of the range above the
place called Whiteslade.
It was now about two o’clock in the afternoon, and the storm, so far
from abating, grew every moment in fierceness. I began to go hot and
cold all over alternately, and the mist-covered hills were all blurred
to my sight like a boy’s slate. Now, by Heaven, thought I, things are
coming at last to a crisis. I shall either die in a bog-hole, or fall
into my cousin’s hands before this day is over. A strange perverted joy
took possession of me. I had nothing now to lose, my fortunes were so
low that they could sink no farther; I had no cause to dread either
soldier or weather. And then my poor silly head began to whirl, and I
lost all power of anticipation.
To this day I do not know how I crossed the foot of the Holmes
valley—for this was what I did. The place was watched most jealously,
for Holmes Mill was there, and the junction of the roads to the upper
Tweed and the moors of Clyde. But the thing was achieved, and my next
clear remembrance is one of crawling painfully among the low birk
trees-and cliffs on the far side of the Wormel. My knees and hands were
bleeding, and I had a pain in my head so terrible that I forgot all
other troubles in this supreme one.
It was now drawing towards evening. The grey rain-clouds had become
darker and the shadows crept over the sodden hills. All the world was
desert to me, where there was no shelter. Dawyck and Barns were in the
hands of the enemy. The cave of the Cor Water was no more. I had
scarce strength to reach my old hiding-place in the hags above Scrape,
and if I did get there I had not the power to make it habitable. A
gravelled and sanded couch with a heathery roof is pleasant enough in
the dry weather, but in winter it is no better than a bog-hole.
Nevertheless I slid down the hill as best I could and set myself to
crossing the valley. It was half-filled with water pools which the
flood had left, and at the far side I saw the red, raging stream of
Tweed. I remember wondering without interest whether I should ever win
over or drown there. It was a matter of little moment to me. The fates
had no further power to vex me.
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