John G. Paton, missionary to the New Hebrides, volume 1 (of 3) : $b An autobiography edited by his brotherPaton, John Gibson
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John G. Paton, missionary to the New Hebrides, volume 1 (of 3) : $b An autobiography edited by his brother
Paton, John Gibson
Missionaries -- Vanuatu -- Biography; Paton, John Gibson, 1824-1907
In their flight, a large body of men, who had come eight or ten miles to
assist in the murder and plunder, came slipping here and there from the
bush and joined them fleeing too. Verily, “the wicked flee, when no man
pursueth.” David’s experience and assurance came home to us, that
evening, as very real:—“God is our refuge and our strength ... therefore
we will not fear.” But, after the danger was all past, I had always a
strange feeling of fear, more perhaps from the thought that I had been
on the verge of Eternity and so near the great White Throne than from
any slavish fear. During the crisis, I felt generally calm, and firm of
soul, standing erect and with my whole weight on the promise, “Lo! I am
with you alway.” Precious promise! How often I adore Jesus for it, and
rejoice in it! Blessed be His name.
I, now accustomed to such scenes on Tanna, retired to rest and slept
soundly; but my dear fellow-labourer, as I afterwards learned, could not
sleep for one moment. His pallor and excitement continued next day,
indeed for several days; and after that, though he was naturally lively
and cheerful, I never saw him smile again. He told me next morning,—
“I can only keep saying to myself, Already on the verge of Eternity! How
have I spent my time? What good have I done? What zeal for souls have I
shown? Scarcely entered on the work of my life, and so near death! O my
friend, I never realized what death means, till last night!” So saying,
he covered his face with both hands, and left me to hide himself in his
own room. For that morning, 1st January, 1861, the following entry was
found in his Journal:—“To-day, with a heavy heart and a feeling of
dread, I know not why, I set out on my accustomed wanderings amongst the
sick. I hastened back to get the Teacher and carry Mr. Paton to the
scene of distress. I carried a bucket of water in one hand and medicine
in the other; and so we spent a portion of this day endeavouring to
alleviate their sufferings, and our work had a happy effect also on the
minds of others.” In another entry, on 22nd December he wrote:—“Measles
are making fearful havoc amongst the poor Tannese. As we pass through
the villages, mournful scenes meet the eye; young and old prostrated on
the ground, showing all these painful symptoms which accompany loathsome
and malignant diseases. In some villages few are left able to prepare
food, or to carry drink to the suffering and dying. How pitiful to see
the sufferers destitute of every comfort, attention, and remedy that
would ameliorate their suffering or remove their disease! As I think of
the tender manner in which we are nursed in sickness, the many remedies
employed to give relief, with the comforts and attention bestowed upon
us, my heart sickens, and I say, Oh my ingratitude and the ingratitude
of Christian people! How little we value our Christian birth, education,
and privileges, etc.”
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