John G. Paton, missionary to the New Hebrides, volume 1 (of 3) : $b An autobiography edited by his brotherPaton, John Gibson
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John G. Paton, missionary to the New Hebrides, volume 1 (of 3) : $b An autobiography edited by his brother
Paton, John Gibson
Missionaries -- Vanuatu -- Biography; Paton, John Gibson, 1824-1907
A killing-stone, thrown by one of the savages, grazed poor old Abraham’s
cheek, and the dear soul gave such a look at me, and then upwards, as if
to say, “Missi, I was nearly away to Jesus.” A club was also raised to
follow the blow of the killing-stone, but God baffled the aim. They
encircled us in a deadly ring, and one kept urging another to strike the
first blow or fire the first shot. My heart rose up to the Lord Jesus; I
saw Him watching all the scene. My peace came back to me like a wave
from God. I realized that I was immortal till my Master’s work with me
was done. The assurance came to me, as if a voice out of Heaven had
spoken, that not a musket would be fired to wound us, not a club prevail
to strike us, not a spear leave the hand in which it was held vibrating
to be thrown, not an arrow leave the bow, or a killing-stone the
fingers, without the permission of Jesus Christ, whose is all power in
Heaven and on Earth. He rules all Nature, animate and inanimate, and
restrains even the savage of the South Seas. In that awful hour I saw
His own words, as if carved in letters of fire upon the clouds of
Heaven: “Seek, and ye shall find. Whatsoever ye shall ask in My name,
that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son.” I could
understand how Stephen and John saw the glorified Saviour as they gazed
up through suffering and persecution to the Heavenly Throne! Yet I never
could say that on such occasions I was entirely without fear. Nay, I
have felt my reason reeling, my sight coming and going, and my knees
smiting together when thus brought close to a violent death, but mostly
under the solemn thought of being ushered into Eternity and appearing
before God. Still, I was never left without hearing that promise in all
its consoling and supporting power coming up through the darkness and
the anguish, “Lo, I am with you alway.” And with Paul I could say, even
in this dread moment and crisis of being, “I am persuaded that neither
death nor life ... nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us
from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
Faimungo and others now urged us to go on in the path. I said,
“Faimungo, why are we to leave you? My God heard your promise not to
betray me. He knows now what is in your heart and in mine. I will not
leave you; and if I am to die, I will die by your side.”
He replied, “Now, I go on before; Missi, keep close to me.”
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