John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 2 (of 3)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 2 (of 3)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
West Country (England) -- Fiction
’Tell me, dear Countess Mirelle, if you had confided diamonds to me,
knowing them to be diamonds, you would not be angry with me for selling
them for this very purpose—to provide you with the means of living
yourself, and of returning the kindness shown you by Mrs. Trampleasure
and her daughter?’
’I would go down on my knees to thank you. I would be full of gratitude
to you.’
He breathed freely; he had received his absolution. He had been
justified in acting as he had done; Mirelle had approved of his conduct
with her own lips. He had carried out her wishes. It was unnecessary
for him to tell her all, now that he was certain that he acted as she
would have him act.
But he did not read her heart. He did not understand the real
significance of her words. She would indeed have been thankful to know
that she had received her own money, so as to be free from all
obligations to him—so as not to be forced to take the step the thought
of which killed the life out of her heart. That hope was gone—a poor
hope, but still a hope. Nothing remained for her but the surrender; she
must become a sacrifice.
’It was not so,’ she went on sadly, ’I knew it was not so, for you would
not have parted with my mother’s set of stones without consulting me.
No, Mr. Herring, I have not the poor pride of knowing I am my own
mistress, and independent of every one. You have been to me a generous
friend and a guardian when I needed assistance and protection.’
’Dear Countess Mirelle, I am ready still to act as your friend, your
guardian, and your protector.’
’I know it, Mr. Herring, and I frankly accept your offer. I am willing
that you should continue such for the rest of my life.’
’Countess!’ Herring’s voice shook; ’how happy, how proud you make me!’
’Let me speak,’ she said. Then her heart failed her. She went to the
fire, and rested her hands on the mantelpiece, folded as in prayer, and
leaned her brow for a moment on them. The red glow of the fire smote
upwards and illumined and warmed the face. She was praying. Her
strength was ebbing away; the dreaded moment had come. ’I holy and
innocent Agnes, pure lamb! Thou who didst bow thy neck to the sword,
intercede for me! O Cicely, thou whose heart was filled with heavenly
music, making thee deaf to the voice of an earthly bridegroom, pray for
me! O Dorothy, thou who didst pine for the lilies and roses of
Paradise, plead for me!’
She raised her white brow from its momentary resting-place. The
strength had come. The moment of agony had arrived, and she was nerved
to pass through.
’Mr. Herring,’ she spoke slowly, leisurely, ’I have no right to accept
your offer, unless you confer on me the right—the only right——’
She could speak no more. Her white, quivering face, her sunken eyes,
and uplifted hands that shook as with a palsy, showed her powerlessness
to proceed.
Herring took a step forward. She drew back, shrinking before him as
perhaps the martyr shrinks before the executioner.
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