John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 2 (of 3)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 2 (of 3)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
West Country (England) -- Fiction
Mirelle never saw that letter. Orange tore it with her teeth, and then
trampled the fragments into the mire. She walked up and down that lane
in a fever, regardless of the rain that fell and drenched her.
Her faith in Trecarrel was gone. She was a girl who had been brought up
to believe in nothing; neither in truth, nor honesty, nor sincerity.
But she had believed in Trecarrel, and now that one faith was in
fragments. She saw him as he really was, in all his despicable meanness.
She scorned him, she hated him, but with that hate was mingled love, or
rather that hate was but wounded, writhing, anguished love. During the
night she rose from her bed. Mirelle slept with her. The rain had
ceased, the clouds had broken, and the moon shone into the room. She
left her bed because she could not endure the silver glare over her
face. As she stood by the bed she looked down on the face of the
sleeping Mirelle. It was like the face of a dead woman sculptured in
the purest Carrara marble, and lovely as the noblest chisel could cut.
Orange drew the pillow from the bed. and held it up, that the pillow
might shadow the white face. The heart of Orange beat furiously. She
hated Mirelle. She had but to put that pillow over her mouth, throw
herself upon it, and with her strong arms hold down the tossing
figure,—that figure so frail and feeble, and then she could laugh at the
schemes of Captain Trecarrel.
But no. Orange put the pillow back with a curl of the lip. She could
not do that, easy as it was to do. But as she stood over Mirelle she
vowed never to permit Captain Trecarrel to take that pale girl to the
hearth from which he had cast Orange Tramplara.
’You’re a beggar! you’re a beggar!’ that terrible screech of the parrot
came back in her ear at that moment. ’True, true!’ said Orange, between
her teeth, ’I am a beggar. I have asked for love! I have begged for
help! I have begged for sympathy! I have implored advice! I have been
refused everything, and given rebuffs and insults. I have but one thing
remaining to me, a hold on Mirelle, beggar though I be, and never shall
he who has refused me all I asked, give to her what he has denied to me,
his betrothed.’
The sleeping girl turned her head away. The fierce eyes of Orange
stabbed her and distressed her, even in sleep.
Orange put her hands over her heart. It was bounding noisily, the
moonlight throbbed in her eyes, the thoughts beat in her brain. That
horrible idea of the pillow, and Mirelle under it, came over her again.
She saw the feet beating in the bed in rhythm with the pulsation of her
heart, and her hands clenched as though gripping the delicate wrists.
As one at the edge of a precipice turns giddy and feels impelled to
throw himself where he fears to fall, so was it now with Orange. A
dread—a dread was on her lest this horrible thought might in a moment
become a fact. She turned away. She paced the room; she could not rest
in a bed. She was like a wild beast in a cage.
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