John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
West Country (England) -- Fiction
’Cicely, it seems to me that the world is divided between those with
ideals and those without. When I say without, I mean that the great
bulk of mankind are, as you say, content with things as they are. They
are without ambition after the perfect, they are satisfied with the
defective. Such men put forth their hands, and without effort gather
happiness. They ask for nothing very high, and certainly nothing above
them. They are vulgarly happy, enjoying what is on their level and
attained without effort. But there are others who are not thus easily
satisfied. They form in their minds an ideal from which every
imperfection is cast off, and the formation of this ideal in their
hearts deals it its death-wound. The ideal is the ever-unattainable,
and if happiness consists in obtaining the desired, happiness can never
be theirs, because the ideal can never be reached. Hope also is killed
along with happiness, for how can you hope for the unobtainable? The
ideal may be of various sorts—it may be sought in moral, social,
political, religious perfection; in Woman, in the State, in the Church,
in Art; but is always pursued with disappointment—I had almost said with
despair. When I was a child, I was told by my nurse that under the root
of the rainbow lay a golden bowl, and many is the rainbow I have run
after in hopes of finding the golden chalice from which could be quaffed
immortality. As I grew older and always failed, I found that the rainbow
moved before me as I advanced, and that the cup of supreme felicity
could never be pressed by my lips. That is the picture of all idealists.
We have given up every hope of attaining the Iris we look on, but we
still follow it.’
’I think yours is a sad story, John.’
’Perhaps so, but I do not know. Mirelle has been my ideal, and
therefore unattainable.’
’But, John, suppose she had really loved you, and been everything you
could wish as a wife—you would have been happy.’
’I should have been happy—yes. But my ideal would have died. I
remember a story that Genefer—by the way, you do not know her—my old
nurse told me many years ago of a man of Trevalga, who saw a pixy, a
beautiful fairy who haunted the glen and waterfall of S. Kneighton. He
saw her when she was bathing, and took away her white garment, and
refused to restore it till she allowed him to kiss her lips. She wept
and pleaded, but in vain. Then she suffered him to draw her to him and
to touch her lips, but the touch of mortal flesh withered her. She
shrivelled like a faded rose, and lost all beauty, and became as a
wizened hag. And he went from his mind and drowned himself in the
Kieve. I cannot conceive of Mirelle other than one far, far above and
distant from me. It is possible, had things been as you say, that I
might have discovered imperfections.’
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