John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
West Country (England) -- Fiction
’No doubt you are right; and yet it is impossible to some. I have set
up pure and perfect womanhood as my ideal; but others have ideals of
different nature. The young politician starts with an ideal of a
perfect commonwealth before him, and he is sanguine of redressing
grievances, of elevating politics to a noble patriotic passion instead
of mean party rivalry. But after a while he finds that every reform
brings in fresh evils, and, if it does away with some wrongs, it
inflicts others; he finds that it is impossible to be patriotic without
partisanship, and that those whom he strives to raise are unworthy of
being raised. I believe the leaders of the Revolution in France were
earnest men with their ideal before them, and, striving after a perfect
state of liberty and fraternity, they called up a Reign of Terror. I
saw once an enthusiast who had taken to educate a pig; he taught it
letters, he washed the beast clean, and dressed it in a coat, but, when
left to itself, it wallowed in the next mire and forgot its alphabet. I
have no doubt that a young curate starts on his sacred duties with the
sincere hope and belief that he will do good: he preaches with
earnestness, thinking to waken the religious sense of his people, he
establishes schools to instruct the young, and presently finds that all
he has done is absolutely useless—the people will not be regenerated,
his sermons are profitless, and his educated children read only vicious
literature. It is the same—— But I see I weary you.’
’I do not understand you.’
They were silent awhile.
Presently Cicely said: ’John, do you not think your own weakness may be
at the bottom of all the trouble you have met with? I do not speak with
any intention to be unkind. You will allow that.’
Herring thought a moment. ’I do not know, Cicely, that I could have
acted other than I have, and been true to my conscience. I might have
taken the selfish line, and cast aside those responsibilities which
seemed to me to be forced upon me, and, no doubt, then I should have
been light-hearted and boyish to the present moment, laughing, shooting,
riding, spending money, a careless young officer without much thought of
the morrow. But I had rather have my sorrows and walk uprightly. I am
better for having an ideal and following it, though I shall never catch
it up.’
Cicely did not pursue the subject: she stooped over her work, took it
up, and averting her pretty face said, as the colour mantled her white
throat and deepened in her rosy cheek, ’John, you have been candid with
me: I will be equally frank with you. I will make a confession to you.’
She hesitated a moment, and then said, ’Mr. Harmless-Simpleton has asked
me to be his wife.’
’I wish you joy with all my heart, dear Cicely,’ said Herring, warmly.
’He is a good, well-intentioned, amiable man, with whom you are sure to
be happy.’
’Vulgarly happy,’ said Cicely, drily.
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