John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
West Country (England) -- Fiction
’I have suffered, because since I married you I knew it was wrong to
think of another man, and I do believe I should have conquered in the
end had not Captain Trecarrel come here. I thought he came after
Orange, and I have done my best to promote her interests. I want him to
go away, and then I will begin my battle over again. He will leave now,
and in time I shall have conquered the thoughts I ought not to harbour.’
’Mirelle—one word. Shall I stay here? I shall not trouble you with my
presence more than is absolutely necessary. My old office shall be my
home, but I shall be at hand to advise and to help you.’
She shook her head.
’I have no right to say Go, or Stay. You must act as you see fit. You
are master here; you are my husband; this is your house. But if you
will listen to my prayer, I will ask you to go away again—not for long,
for a little while. I want rest; I want to be quite alone with God and
my own heart. I have got a wrestle to go through, and I had rather
undertake it without a spectator. Do not be afraid for me. I shall
come out victorious in the end, I do not doubt that. Only, these
wrestles take a great deal of strength out of me. When I feel better,
and know that the worst is over, I will write to you, and then come and
I shall be able to see you. You are still my friend—nothing I have said
or done has altered that?’
’No, no—Mirelle.’
’I always respect and honour you. I know that you are upright and good,
and I would love you if I could. I may do so some day, but the weed
must be rooted out before the grain is sown.’
’Very well, Mirelle. You said as we walked back from Willapark that
here we have the cross hammered into our lives. You have yours, I have
mine. It must be so. Perhaps a better time may be in store for both of
us.’
’Perhaps.’ She looked sadly out of the window. The sun had set, and
the golden path on the sea was turned to quicksilver. She rose and moved
towards the door into her own room.
’I am very tired. Shall we say Good night?’
’And good-bye. I leave before morning.’
’It is best so.’
She hung about the door, looking timidly at him. Her hand was on the
latch, and it shook; she removed it, but presently put it on again.
’When am I to return? In a month, or two months?’ he asked.
She shook her head. ’I cannot say; I will write to you. Give me your
address before you leave.’
’There are one or two little matters connected with our affairs here
that ought to be discussed.’
’Here is the key of my bureau. Will you write your instructions? They
shall be carried out faithfully. I am very tired. You said I was weak;
I am weak in body. Write at my desk, and leave the note in it, and the
key in the lock.’
’Very well, Mirelle; good-bye!’
Then she raised her great dark eyes to him, and came tremblingly towards
him.
’Kiss me,’ she said; ’you have a right to that.’
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