John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
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John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
West Country (England) -- Fiction
concealed his discovery from the legal trustee, but he would have done
the same for any other helpless person similarly situated, knowing as he
did that to betray the secret was to ruin the ward. And to what had he
been led? To the wrecking of two lives, of his own and that of Mirelle.
If he had acted according to legal instead of moral right, this would
not, perhaps, have taken place. How is a man to govern his life—what is
to be the mainspring of his actions? The statute law, or the law of God
written in the heart? Herring had lost faith in the guidance of
conscience, in the directing hand of Providence. He remembered the words
of Mirelle on the walk to Welltown, ’All the familiar landmarks fail me,
all the ways lead in unknown directions, I am translated into a country
that I am expected to travel through without a map or guide.’ Those
words, which were void of meaning to him when spoken, precisely
described his present condition. The framework of his moral
consciousness was shaken and out of joint. In time, perhaps, he would
recover, but at present the shock had thrown him out of his
perpendicular. In Japan, the land of earthquakes, every tower is held
upright and together by a huge pendulum of beamwork hanging free. The
moral conscience is the pendulum in man. When that is strapped and
braced to the girders and buttresses without, a little shock throws the
whole system into ruin. It must hang free if it is to serve as a source
of stability, otherwise it precipitates ruin. The human heart can
endure any amount of disappointment so long as it maintains its faith in
the eternal Providence, but, when that fails, its powers of endurance
are at an end. Then the wave of bitterness rises and washes over the
soul and leaves it like the Desert of Nitre, strewn with bones. The dew
of heaven may drop, the showers may fall on it, but the white, bitter
surface thenceforth can never laugh into verdure.
John Herring did his work mechanically. He took neither pleasure nor
interest in it. The mine might prosper, it probably would, and the
result would be evil. He would clear the estate of Cicely from its
encumbrances. What for?—good; nothing led to good—to find that he had
done mischief in his effort to help her. Everywhere men and women are
striving to amend wrongs, and only succeed in shifting the suffering
from the shoulders of one class on to another. Everywhere dirty pools
are being scraped out, only to discolour and defile the water that is
disturbed. Everywhere tortured humanity is being inoculated with matter
that will expel one disease by preparing the soil for another.
’Please, miss,’ said Joyce, one Sunday, to Cicely, who had just returned
from church, ’there be that fool of a Jim White from Coombow have a come
all the way, and what he be come for I don’t know.’
’What Jim White?’
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