John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3)Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
General
John Herring: A West of England Romance. Volume 3 (of 3)
Baring-Gould, S. (Sabine)
West Country (England) -- Fiction
’He wrote to me the night he died. He had been talking to me in my
boudoir, and was very unhappy. Then he told me he would write me
something, and I gave him the key of my cabinet, where were my diamonds
and my writing materials. When I opened the desk next morning the
jewels were gone, and I found his letter. In that letter he told me
that he bade me farewell for ever.
’He meant to go abroad.’
’No, Geneviève, the letter said more than that. It intimated that, when
I received it, I should be——’
’What?’
’What I now am—a widow.’
’It be a temptation of the devil,’ said Genefer, ’who is mighty to
deceive, who be come down with great wrath for that he hath a short
time. You never let no one see the letter?’
’No. Unfortunately I spoke of it to Orange, and that is how anything
come out about it. I thought she would have been more discreet.’
’Well, well!’ sighed Genefer; ’the world be full of delusions. Now you
be going back to France and to wicked idolatry. There be no call of God
in that, to leave the land of light for that of darkness.’
’Geneviève, do not speak on this subject. You and I cannot see alike. I
am seeking rest, I am weary, utterly weary of the life I have led in
England. It is useless your attempting to argue with me, and to
dissuade me from it. I am weary of the wind and the clouds and the rain
and the roar of waves without, and of the troubles that toss and
overcast the soul within. I must go back. I must find peace. I count
the hours till I am within those blessed happy doors of the Sacré Coeur
again; and, when once within, I will never, never, never leave that
home. Come, Geneviève, help me on with my cloak and hood. I mast go
out; the rain has ceased, and I will see if there be a chance of the
storm abating.’
’Mistress, the packet won’t sail with a gale on shore such as this. It
would be tempting of Providence.’
’You will come with me. I am impatient of the delay. I must see what
the sky and sea look like, and you must attend me, as I cannot stand
unassisted against the force of the wind. Oh, Geneviève! where I am
going I shall feel no storms—I shall be in perfect shelter, and at
rest.’
Mirelle was, as she said, on her way to France. From the time that she
knew she was free, one absorbing desire had taken hold of her—the desire
to fly from England and return to the convent of the Sacred Heart, there
to bury herself from the world. The world, against which the sisters
had warned her, she had seen. It was full of unrest, brutality,
self-seeking, and imposture. She thought all day of her escape, she
dreamt of her return all night. So completely had this idea taken hold
of her that it excluded all other thoughts; it possessed her like a
fever. She could not think of John Herring. Even Captain Trecarrel was
far from her mind. She wanted nothing for the future but perfect quiet
within the sacred walls of the Sacré Coeur.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account