“But for that wife and child, sir,” answered Mr. Conway, apparently
struggling with his emotion, “_could_ I place myself in this position?
Is there any personal necessity, however imperative, that would force
me to lose sight of the pride which renders starvation preferable to
alms-seeking, to the gentleman born? No, sir,” he continued, with an
air of injured dignity; “poor as I am, I can still recognise the claims
of my birth upon my actions; and I repeat, that were it not for my wife
and her little one, no affliction, however unsupportable, should oblige
me to intrude even upon _your_ benevolence.”
He paused, and seeing Holdsworth look impatient, exclaimed hurriedly:
“If ten pounds----” and stopped.
“You wish to borrow ten pounds?”
“Ah, sir, if I dare----”
“Of what service will so small a sum be to you?”
The man looked struck; Holdsworth had expected to hear a larger sum
named, he thought.
“Ten pounds--to a poor man--to a poor family, sir, ten pounds is a
great deal of money.”
“I will lend you ten pounds willingly, on condition that you spend it
on your wife and Nelly.”
“Certainly, certainly,” replied Mr. Conway meekly. “You may depend upon
being repaid, if I have to pawn the shirt off my back to get the money.”
I suppose that this kind of security (generally offered by men who have
not the least idea of repaying a loan) must be figurative--a poetical
figure of debt. How far would the shirt off a man’s back help the
redemption of the debts borrowed on the strength of it?
Holdsworth gave Mr. Conway two five-pound notes. The man took them
eagerly, and whilst he buried them in his trousers’ pocket, poured
forth a profusion of thanks.
“Does Mrs. Conway know of this visit?” asked Holdsworth, stopping his
noise.
“No, sir; but believe me, I shall not fail to acquaint her with your
kindness,” he answered, taking his hat and rising.
Holdsworth’s impulse was to request him not to speak to her of this
gift--for loan it would be ridiculous to call it. But he checked
himself with the consideration that, were Mr. Conway to break his word,
Dolly would find food for dangerous questioning in the request.
He said, instead, “You will not forget the purpose for which I have
lent you this money?”
“Trust me, sir; trust me,” murmured Mr. Conway, pressing his hat to his
heart. “If you will give me ink and paper I will make you out an I O U
at once.”
“Never mind that. Nelly is a growing child, and requires nourishing
food: devote the money to her and her mother, and you will make me
grateful.”
He walked into the passage, and Mr. Conway, bowing humbly, passed into
the porch, where he stood a moment or two peeping at his house; then,
with another bow, hurried into the road, and vanished in the direction
of the town.
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