John Inglesant: A Romance (Volume 1 of 2)Shorthouse, J. H. (Joseph Henry)
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John Inglesant: A Romance (Volume 1 of 2)
Shorthouse, J. H. (Joseph Henry)
Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Religious fiction
The autumn days passed quickly over, and with them the last peaceful
hours that Inglesant would know for a long time, and that youthful
freshness and bloom and peace which he would never know again. Such a
haven as this, such purity and holiness, such rest and repose, lovely as
the autumn sunshine resting on the foliage and the grass, would never be
open to him again. It was long before rest and peace came to him at
all, and when they did come, under different skies and an altered life,
it was a rest after a stern battle that left its scars deep in his very
life; it was apart from every one of his early friends; it was unblest
by first love and early glimpse of heaven. It was about the end of
October that he received a message from the Jesuit, which was the
summons to leave this paradise, sanctified to him by the holiest moments
of his life. The family were at evening prayers in the Church when the
messenger arrived, and Inglesant, as usual, was kneeling where he could
see Mary Collet, and probably was thinking more of her than of the
prayers. Nevertheless he remembered afterwards, when he thought during
the long lonely hours of every moment spent at Gidding, that the third
collect was being read, and that at the words "Lighten our darkness" he
looked up at some noise, and saw the sunshine from the west window
shining into the Church upon Mary Collet and the kneeling women, and,
beyond them, standing in the dark shadow under the window, the messenger
of the Jesuit, whom he knew. He got up quietly and went out. From his
marriage feast, nay, from the table of the Lord, he would have got up
all the same had that summons come to him.
His whole life from his boyhood had been so formed upon the idea of some
day proving himself worthy of the confidence reposed in him (that
perfect unexpressed confidence which won his very nature to a passionate
devotion capable of the supreme action, whatever it might be, to which
all his training had tended), that to have faltered at any moment would
have been more impossible to him than suicide, than any
self-contradictory action could have been—as impossible as for a proud
man to become suddenly naturally humble, or a merciful man cruel. That
there might have been found in the universe a power capable of
overmastering this master passion is possible; hitherto, however, it had
not been found.
Outside the Church the messenger gave him a letter from the Jesuit,
which, as usual, was very short.
"Johnny, come to me at Oxford as soon as you can. The time for which we
have waited is come. The service which you and none other can perform,
and which I have always foreseen for you, is waiting to be accomplished.
I depend on you."
Inglesant ordered some refreshment to be given to the messenger, and his
own horses to be got out. Then he went back into the Church, and waited
till the prayers were over.
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