John Inglesant: A Romance (Volume 2 of 2)Shorthouse, J. H. (Joseph Henry)
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John Inglesant: A Romance (Volume 2 of 2)
Shorthouse, J. H. (Joseph Henry)
Great Britain -- History -- Charles I, 1625-1649 -- Fiction; Religious fiction
Why then did he hesitate? Did he still partly hope that some miracle
would happen? or some equally miraculous change take place in his mind
and will to save him from himself? It is true the place and the
temptation were not of his own seeking, so far he was free from blame;
but he had not come wholly unharmed out of the fiery trial at Umbria,
and, by a careless walk since he came to Florence, he had prepared the
way for the tempter, and this night even he had disregarded the warning
voice and drifted recklessly onward. We walk of our own free will,
heated and inflamed by wine, down the flowery path which we have
ourselves decorated with garlands, and we murmur because we reach the
fatal goal.
He gazed another moment over the illumined forest, which seemed
transfigured in the moonlight and the stillness into an unreal landscape
of the dead. The poisonous mists crept over the tops of the cork trees,
and flitted across the long vistas in spectral forms, cowled and
shrouded for the grave. Beneath the gloom indistinct figures seemed to
glide,—the personation of the miasma that made the place so fatal to
human life.
He turned to enter the room, but even as he turned a sudden change came
over the scene. The deadly glamour of the moonlight faded suddenly, a
calm pale solemn light settled over the forest, the distant line of
hills shone out distinct and clear, the evil mystery of the place
departed whence it came, a fresh and cooling breeze sprang up and passed
through the rustling wood, breathing pureness and life. The dayspring
was at hand in the eastern sky.
The rustling breeze was like a whisper from heaven that reminded him of
his better self. It would seem that hell overdid it; the very stillness
for miles around, the almost concerted plan, sent flashing through his
brain the remembrance of another house, equally guarded for a like
purpose—a house at Newnham near Oxford, into which years ago he had
himself forced his way to render help in such a case as this. Here was
the same thing happening over again with the actors changed; was it
possible that such a change had been wrought in him? The long past life
of those days rushed into his mind; the sacramental Sundays, the
repeated vows, the light of heaven in the soul, the kneeling forms in
Little Gidding Chapel, the face of Mary Collet, the loveliness that
blessed the earth where she walked, her deathbed, and her dying words.
What so rarely happens happened here. The revulsion of feeling, the
rush of recollection and association, was too powerful for the flesh.
The reason and the affections rallied together, and, trained into
efficiency by past discipline, regained the mastery by a supreme effort,
even at the very moment of unsatisfied desire. But the struggle was
fierce; he was torn like the demon-haunted child in the gospel story;
but, as in that story, the demon was expelled.
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