"Bang!" went the clouds together again like a clap of thunder. The idea
of Wolffert being in love with her! I could tolerate the thought of John
Marvel being so, but Wolffert was such a handsome fellow, so clever and
attractive, and so full of enthusiasm. It would never do. Why, she might
easily enough imagine herself in love with him. I suddenly wondered if
Wolffert was not the cause of her interest in settlement work.
"Wolffert is very fond of her--I found him hanging around the door as we
came out," I hazarded.
"Oh! yes, they are great friends. He is an inspiration to her, she
says--and Wolffert thinks she is an angel--as she is. Why, if you knew
the things she does and makes others do!"
If John Marvel had known with what a red-hot iron he was searing my
heart, he would have desisted; but good, blind soul, he was on his hobby
and he went on at full speed, telling me what good deeds she had
performed--how she had fetched him to the city; and how she had built up
his church for him--had started and run his school for the waifs--coming
over from her beautiful home in all weathers to make up the fire herself
and have the place warm and comfortable for the little ones--how she
looked after the sick--organized charities for them and spent her money
in their behalf. "They call her the angel of the lost children," he
said, "and well they may."
"Who does?" I asked suspiciously, recalling the title. "Wolffert, I
suppose?"
"Why, all my people--I think Wolffert first christened her so and they
have taken it up."
"Confound Wolffert!" I thought. "Wolffert's in love with her," I said.
"Wolffert--in love with her! Why!" I saw that I had suggested the idea
for the first time--but it had found a lodgment in his mind. "Oh! no, he
is not," he declared, but rather arguing than asserting it. "They are
only great friends--they work together and have many things in
common--Wolffert will never marry--he is wedded to his ideal."
"And her name is Eleanor Leigh--only he is not wedded to her yet." And I
added in my heart, "He will never be if I can beat him."
"Yes--certainly, in a way--as she is mine," said John, still thinking.
"And you are too!" I said.
"I? In love with--?" He did not mention her name. It may have been that
he felt it too sacred. But he gave a sort of gasp. "The glow-worm may
worship the star, but it is at a long distance, and it knows that it can
never reach it."
I hope it may be forgiven to lovers not to have been frank with their
rivals. His humility touched me. I wanted to tell John that I thought he
might stand a chance, but I was not unselfish enough, as he would have
been in my place. All I was brave enough to do was to say, "John, you
are far above the glow-worm; you give far more light than you know, and
the star knows and appreciates it."
XXIII
MRS. ARGAND
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